Bryan's Hideout
The Only Place I Can Be Myself

Busy Busy week

By Bryan
Finally,after days or maybe a week,i have some free time to blog...
not because i played to much dota or slacking,
but constant studying day and night for nearly a week.
and yesterday night was one of those days where i cant sleep even if i wanted to,
because i needed to burn the midnight oil just to study for my Business Accounting i failed the last sem.... =\
and guess what....i need to stay awake yet again to study OHR tonight (OHR paper is tomorrow wtfbbq @#$%^&*)
well,lets forget about exams first.... XD

yesterday was a special day not because i stayed up the whole night studying,but it's my mum's b'day.... =)
every year,i will be at home celebrating her birthday together....
but this year,due to the freaking exam,i cant go home...
so instead,i gave her a surprise...
i played her a b'day song using my good old,slightly out of tune,20 year old Yamaha guitar.... =D
and what's her first response after hearing it?
she asked "wah,nice...u record 1 are??" =="
LOLZ....then i told her , "no,it's LIVE"
then she goes , "oh oh,wah...very touched eh" XD
damn cute la my mother....

well...short post it might seem,
but that's all for now...
will blog again hopefully in a few days time... =)

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The Remedy by Jason Mraz

p/s : If u gots the poison,i got the remedy.... =D
 

Starting With A Yawnzzz

By Bryan
Yawnz.....
Slacked for 2-3 days....
non-stop constant dota-ing.... =S
and guess what?? Final Exam starts in a week time... T__Tv

Haven really start my revision...
kept promising myself that i will start soon but seems like it's useless...
I NEED MOTIVATION!!!!and something to STIMULATE MY BRAIN CELLS!!!
seriously my brain's as good as dead... =\

well...at least i had a good rest yesterday.... =D
finally,for the first time after weeks of non-stop hot,scorching weather,
it finally rained!!God love us kamparian after all.... XD
sigh...how i wish i could cuddle in bed and hugs someone close to me (if i have one) and sleep...
should be a nice feeling.... =P

well....gonna go STIMULATE~~~~MY~~~~BRAIN~~~~~
maybe 1000000 volts of pure electricity will do.... =D
jolt em back to life.....
see ya folks!!


(JOLT EM BACK TO LIFE!!!!!!BZZZTTT)
 

Retard

By Bryan
Sometimes i do retard things....
and often,i suffer the most terrible consequences you guys can ever imagine.... =="
Just like today,
i knew it is gonna rain but i insisted on pumping my motor's tyre and gas....
i forget that the there's something wrong with the front tyre so it took me 20 minutes to pump just 1 single tyre...imagine that...and i pumped it under the freaking rain.... =="
when i got home,i m drenched from head to toe...shouldn't suppose to be like this but heck,
i really cant stop being a retard....

slept at 2++ 3am yesterday,and woke up at 7++am...
well,at least i am still adopting the "sleep early,wake up early" habit.... XP
tho felt a lil sleepy,but i don't know why i just cant fall asleep....geez...
so onlined the whole morning,then go to class at 11am...
when i got back home at 4pm,i am totally wasted and exhausted and drenched...
took a bath,straight to bed till 9pm....wtf....till now i haven had dinner yet... =(

another reason for me being titled as a retard is that sometimes i just cant control my freaking emotions...
all i care is my feelings, my benefits, what i want without considering what other feelings are...
hope that someone can slap me hard on the face and piss on me,whatever the fuck the wanna do..... =="
sigh...i disgust myself....just wanna say sorry to those feeling pressured or whatsoever negative feelings i gave....

edits: a touching video


 

Yawnerzzzz.... =x

By Bryan
I m freaking tired!!!!

Stayed up all night,
To catch Eugene's basketball match at 10am... ><
Instead of studying,we kinda dota-ed and do nothing tiz weekend...@@
Luckily i studied a lil on my own.... =D
Law and other subs....gg lo...haven study yet...haiz....

Lack of sleep lately...
Overstress maybe??i hope not...i just wanna have some decent sleep... T__Tv
Various incidents gushing towards me...(like tidehunter's gush...broom!!! >< )
Example = final exams,love,health n many more...=\

Yet,i think i still can cope up....hope so la...
Or else really kantoi...failed accounts last sem dy...if fail smmr,no nd proceed to sem 2...so,
Until final exam's over,i will continue to work hard!!! ROAR!!!


If i have a chance,
I will tell her 3 words,
I Love You,
If i must set a time limit,
I wish it will be 10000 years.

(romantic eh??just wanted to share... =D Quoted from A Chinese Odyssey 2 by Stephen Chow)
 

1,2,3,4 Plain White T's

By Bryan


1-2-1-2-3-4

Give me more loving than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feeling sad
Tell me I'm special even when I know I'm not
Make it feel good when it hurts so bad
Barely get mad
I'm so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy

It's as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There's only
ONE thing (one)
TWO do (two)
THREE words (three)
FOUR you... (four)
(I love you) I love you
There's only
ONE way (one)
TWO say (two)
Those THREE words (three)
And that's what I'll do... (four)
(I love you) I love you

Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make it feel good when it hurts so bad
The best that I've had
And I'm so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy

It's as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There's only
ONE thing (one)
TWO do (two)
THREE words (three)
FOUR you... (four)
(I love you) I love you
There's only
ONE way (one)
TWO say (two)
Those THREE words (three)
And that's what I'll do... (four)
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you

You make it easy
It's as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There's only
ONE thing
TWO do
THREE words
FOUR you...
(I love you) I love you
There's only
ONE way
TWO say
Those THREE words
And that's what I'll do...
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you
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a sweet song indeed.... =D
i am gona master this song....
so i can play it next time....
to someone special to me of course... XD
 

A trip to EEpoHH aka Ipoh

By Bryan
Guess what....after claz ends at 3.30am, went back and took a bath,
then off we (me and my classmateys : xue jun, siang chin, chee sing, zhi sheng, and hui yee) went to eepohh to buy our Law Acts....
unblivable but true, we are a bunch of hardworking kids.... XD
since kampar have limited resources on their books,
we decided to hunt 'em in eepohh...
but to bad, all the Law Acts were sold out like ham sandwiches in Utar Cafeteria... =S
but i got to buy the Contract Act book in Jusco MPH so it's not a wasted trip... =D
since there's no book to buy, we treated ourselves to a game of bowling...
woot...bowling rox my booties....it's been a long time since i had a decent game of bowling...
bim bam boosh....the only game i can throw a ball hard and smash something up.... XD

since there's 6 person,we divided in 2 group....
in the end, we ended up with a draw.... =(
nevermind, we will challenge them again in the near future.... ROAR!!!
taste my wrath!! burn 9 u guys with consecutive strikes next time.... =D
then go makan nga choi kai (taugeh chicken)...
(no pictures were taken....we camwhored abit but not much picture with me... =\ )

then headed to Ipoh Parade for a movie...
but sadly the movie available is only Ayan...
a Hisdutan movie....
damn potong stim la...
so we decided to go McD makan makan lepak lepak hisap hisap baring baring.... XD
(will upload the pics soon...kinda lazy to do it now)
and then kita balik rumah.... =)

Overall, i had a great time today...
Maybe today is my lucky day (although i didn't wear any red undies...haha)

Edit : As Promised,here's my pictures.... =D

(Beachboys?? XD )
(din noe i have such broad shoulders from behind.... o_O )

(Yo,beachboys in action... =D )
(tak beli dari padini,but still dare to take pics in front of da shop... XD )

(it's not that i wana camwhore,he forced me too.... =x )
(he finally succeeded in persuading me)
(since ady camwhore,camwhore till the end... XD )


P/s : It's nice to be able to communicate like today... =)

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"If it's a dream,
i don't wana wake up...
for if i wake up,
i m afraid i will lose everything
so even if i m sleeping to dream
just let me be,
let me be,
just this once...
because at least in my dream,
i still have u by my side"
 

A Sleepy Yet Sleepless Night

By Bryan
Ish Ish....yet another night that i cant sleep....sigh...
felt extremely tired,but seriously,i cant sleep yesterday...
and it was raining outside (was at my fren hz)
so have to stay at their house till the rain stop....
tossed here tossed there on the sofa,
but i am still wide awake....
heart beat was kinda fast,
maybe that's why i cant sleep... XD

so decided not to sleep anymore in case i miss my QT2 class which starts at 11am...
watch a movie of Stephen Chow (A Chinese Odyssey 1 & 2)...
finally the rain stopped,
my friend phoned and ask me if i wana have breakfast (by the time,it's already 8am)
so i agreed...
go back,mandi, prepare,then straight go out eat breakfast...
Nearly died in class due to exhaustion...
but still manage to drive home using the sloppy way... +_+
so bye folks...gona sleep now...
or else kantoi....
maybe i will ponteng Accounts class later...hmm....
lets see 1st la... XD
bye and nitez.... =)

"I m an invisible guy,
forever supporting you by your side"