Here i m,back from Muar.... T__Tv
maybe i will be back after taking my finals,which might be a month later... =\
damn boring once i got back Kampar.... =(

well..didn't have the chance to have futsal with kakis...
sorry neo...ter-FFK because i went out for dinner at Sabak Awor Ikan Bakar....
and i was the one asking him if there is any futsal this week... ><
SABAK AWOR SUCKS IN THEIR SERVICE!!!
and they wana overcharge my family...
imagine 2 plate of kangkung for RM30?!?!! WTF!!!!
i can grow fat just by eating RM30 worth of kangkung weh or better,
eat till i puke....F them... =="
so i will never be going back there....
(unless my family wanted too... =P )

and on Sunday,went to ancestral graves to pray....
Because it is Ching Ming....
woke up at 6am....@@
bath and prepare,then went out at 7am++...
sadly,didn't capture any picture tho...
seriously,how many people will take pictures when they are going to graves to pray... XD

then had lunch at "Pah Thang" or "Pah Tong"....
Makan IKAN ASAM PEDAS....woots...
totally wonderlicious if u ask.... XD

basically,i had a great time being back home...
seriously,nothing feels as sweet as being at home....
all the home made meal,the love of a family...
totally throws my bad mood away... =D

thnx to bro who fetch me up and down...
can save up to rm30 of travel expences....
and enjoy the air-cond...haha...
well...at least i accompany him throughout the journey...
or else he might be tired driving back alone... XD
see,such a good brother i am eh?? ;)
that concludes my "Back to Hometown" report... ;)
adioz and have a good nite guyz.... ^^

Life's boring lately.....
Nothing much happen this few days....
The only major thing is that i had a haircut,and i m freaking half bald now...LOLZ...
well,now that my hair is already half bald,
let's turn over a new leaf?? XD
(i won't put up new pictures for now....hahahaha...)

Installed The Last Remnant into my comp,
sad to say that my graphic card (GMA X3100) cant support it...
i still can play it,but it's kinda laggy....
battle system is kinda unique tho... T_Tv
it's a nice game basically.... =(
Intel Graphic card just sux ass.... =S
cant even run a game decently...sigh...

Anyway,gona go back for Ching Ming this week....
at least i get to go back... =D
that means futsal sessions friends.... woot!!!
and also get to see my family....
wanna da pao manyak manyak food back kampar so i can slowly enjoy em....
then i won't miss muar's food that much... XD

btw,ang the party animal,the joker, the rounded came up to kampar for a visit for a least a week... lolz
attended lecture this morning (Law lecture) and he is damn high... o_0
surprisingly,he jotted down notes for that lecture....LOLZ....
he is just damn crazy... XD

well...that's all for now i guess....
sudah mau pengsan because now's 6.51 am... =S

p/s: AHHHH~~~i hope my life will be much more interesting.... =="
hope i will meet something BIG BIG!!!!
as big as Jerry the Big Nigga(bro's kaki dota in KL)... XD
be it kena toto(my family of coz...me no buy toto),new game where i can pawn 24hours, or getting into a relationship(LOLZ...who knows right?but i think it is impossible la)...
then i will die/live a happy man.... =)

总有些惊奇的际遇　比方说当我遇见你
zong you xie jing qi de ji yu / bi fang shuo dang wo yu jian ni

你那双温柔剔透的眼睛　出现在我梦里
ni na shuang wen rou ti tou de yan jing / chu xian zai wo meng li

我的爱就像一片云　在你的天空无处停
wo de ai jiu xiang yi pian yun / zai ni de tian kong wu chu ting

多渴望化成阵阵的小雨　滋润你心中的土地
duo ke wang hua cheng zhen zhen de xiao yu / zi run ni xin zhong de tu di

-
There are always some surprising turns in life, for example when I met you
Your pair of clear gentle eyes appeared in my dream
My love is just like a cloud that has nowhere to stay in your sky
How I long to melt into periods of light rain to moisten the soil of your heart


不管未来会怎么样　至少我们现在很开心
bu guan wei lai hui zen mo yang / zhi shao wo men xian zai hen kai xin

不管结局会怎么样　至少想念的人是你
bu guan jie ju hui zen me yang / zhi shao xiang nian de ren shi ni

我不会把它当作游戏　因为我真心对你
wo bu hui ba ta dang zuo you xi / yin wei wo zhen xin dui ni

-
No matter what the future turns out to be, at least we're very happy right now
No matter what the outcome turns out to be, at least the person I miss is you
I won't treat it as a game, because I'm sincere towards you


总有些话是不能提　怕你会掉入选择题
zong you xie hua shi bu neng ti / pa ni hui diao ru xuan ze ti

我把情感自私的那一面　隐藏在黑夜里
wo ba qing gan zi si de na yi mian / yin cang zai hei ye li

我的爱就像一片舟　在你的心湖无处停
wo de ai jiu xiang yi pian zhou / zai ni de xin hu wu chu ting

寻寻觅觅一个美丽的港湾　希望不再流浪漂荡
xun xun mi mi yi ge mei li de gang wan / xi wang bu zai liu lang piao dang

-
There are always things I shouldn't mention, for fear that you'll fall into a difficult choice
I keep the selfish side of my feelings hidden in the dark
My love is just like a boat that has nowhere to anchor in your heart's lake
Searching for a beautiful harbor, hoping to end to its vagrant drifting


我不管未来会怎么样　至少我们现在很开心
wo bu guan wei lai hui zen me yang / zhi shao wo men xian zai hen kai xin

我不管结局会怎么样　至少想念的人是你
wo bu guan jie ju hui zen me yang / zhi shao xiang nian de ren shi ni

我不管未来会怎么样　但我每天都想见到你
wo bu guan wei lai hui zen me yang / dan wo mei tian dou xiang jian dao ni

我不管结局会怎么样　我想真的跟你在一起
wo bu guan jie ju hui zen me yang / wo xiang zhen de gen ni zai yi qi

-
I don't care what the future turns out to be, at least we're very happy right now
I don't care what the outcome turns out to be, at least the person I miss is you
I don't care what the future turns out to be, but I want to see you everyday
I don't care what the outcome turns out to be, I just really want to be with you


如果你还是没法相信　真的没关系　我会安静的离去
ru guo ni hai shi mei fa xiang xin / zhen de mei guan xi / wo hui an jing de li qu

-
If there's still no way for you to believe me, it's really okay, I'll quietly leave

(lyric by Pin Yin Orchestral)

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quite a meaningful song....thnx to bro who publish this song on facebook... XD
Everybody who is here,
i wish u guys will find the one special to u... =)
Have a sweet nite.... ^^

here comes the boring days...
practically nothing to do during the weekends...
just me and a bunch of crazy friends playing football,basketball everyday...
healthy eh? XD
but weather is freakishly hot....
so sometimes,playing sports everyday is not such a good thing at all... =(

sigh...cant sleep at all...
and seriously,it's 5am in the morning now... T__Tv
it's pure torture...
unable to sleep when i'm sleepy....
maybe due to the weather,
or maybe due to my mood.
ARGHHHH~~!!!!

hope there's something i which can divert my attention right now....
then i wouldn't need to think so much, worry so much,
and most importantly,
i can focus onto something so that i won't be so BORING!!! =(

but i am going back this week... =D
at least i can eat some home meals...
i miss mum's and granny's cooking.... (T^T)
miss my bed,
miss me futbsal kaki's (hope my leg will be fine next week..kinda twisted my ankle... ><)
and i miss my family.... =)
gonna see them real soon.
woot~~~

Good luck And Nitez for now... ;)

(maybe not gonna sleep....gonna dota and check my ptptn documents to make sure they are correct...then boom babeh, RM 40k will be mine.... WOOT!! ^o^v)

this is what made my day.... =D
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All the, small things
True care, truth brings
I'll take, one lift
Your ride, best trip

Always, I know
You'll be at my show
Watching, waiting, commiserating

Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Na, Na.......

Late night, come home
Work sucks, I know
She left me roses by the stairs
Surprises let me know she cares

Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Na, Na......

Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still I'll be your thrill, the night will go on, my little
redmill
Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill, the night will go on, the night will
go on, my little redmill

Phew....finally mid term is over....
at least now i can relax a little...
for a week or two maybe...
then i will be real busy again.... =\
the final 2 paper today is QT2 and Econs...
kinda screwed up in those papers actually.... ><
serve me right for studying last minute... =(
did not sleep the whole night....
ended up cooking 2 eggs for breakfast.... XD
i don't have pictures of the egg but i can assure you they were perfect... =P
but the utensils ended up....erm.....
check it out urself....





(since there's no wok i have to use this steel bowl instead... v(><)v)

ended up i have to scrub them hard so that the stains will go off.... =\
there u go,the pictures of da day...
gotta rest now...hehe...
nightz... ;)

"Humans are fragile"
These are the words i hear lately....

"regrets,memories"
i hear them too often,and i am a victim of those words myself....

When something happens,that's the time where we humans starts to appreciate...
Recently a Utarian from the same campus passed away along with her bf...
Leaving only her footsteps in the heart of her friends.
Beautiful memories, sad memories,
that's what she left behind...
but she's gone...forever from mother earth...
to somewhere foreign to us humans...

a cousin of mine broke up recently...
they only lasted a few months...
her holiday ended up as a disaster...
she was horrified,she was in shambles,
she cried herself to sleep...
she lost her appetite...
tragically,
she lost herself...
at first she turned down advices...
of cause,because she needed time...
and as time passed by,
she recovered...
and she told me,
those little bits of memories,
actually carve a smile on her face once in a while...

yet again,usually,
humans appreciate only when we lost something...
i made this gravely mistake once..
i hope it will never happen again...
now although i am in a lil bit of a harsh situation (not due to exams or uni stuff)
i am appreciating my surroundings more...
my friends, my housemates,my family...
every little time i have...
i will make the best out of it....

it hurts to see friends and family lost something,
the suffering they are going through....
live life to the max...
and appreciate every moment of it....
because you will never know what might happen in the future....

to my family....
sorry for making u guys worried...
will try to take good care of myself...
love ya guys.... =)

phew...took me hours to complete this new template... =\
changed to this template because i got bored with the old one... XD
seems to me it's kinda simple....
but i miss the snowflakes.... T__T
will try adding back the snowflakes again if i have the time...
hope u guys like it.... =D

Occasionally, everyone will receive some bad news, be it a small case, or a disastrous 1...
but i am different...
never ending bad news seems to pour out of nowhere...sigh....
one comes after another...wonder how long can i take it...
worst of all,the bad news is from bad to worst... =S
hope i can cope up with it...
it's not thati am gonna whine like a gal and give up...
it's just that sometimes, it stress us out....
ahhh....damn i hate it!!!!

good luck to those taking SPM result tomorrow....
G-nitez everyone~~
(==")

Sigh....here i am,back at kampar....
still misses Muar badly tho... =S
Totally grateful to Chia Hui for fetching me down and back...
because taking bus down from kampar to muar especially on special occasion is a pain in da neck... =\

well...during the 3 day stay in muar, i still had my enjoyable moments too... =)
futsal with kakis kakis sekalian, yam cha session where we crapped the ass out of us, and most importantly,the time spent with my family (grandma's yong tau fu numba 1 weh!!!).... =D
and now,i am back in kampar...and the 1st thing i did after i reach home is sleep.... o_0
don't blame me,to tired...lolz...

slept around 4am yesterday and wake up at 9am...had breakfast with mum and dad then went to see sinseh,singseh,singhseh, watever the hell you spell them.... XD
gonna rest early tonight so might sleep after a couple hours of onlining and also to wait for the water to cool down... =)

Anyway, good luck to those taking STPM result tomorrow and also to those taking SPM....
might kacau those who cant sleep tonight due to nervousness,bla bla bla....NGEK NGEK....i am evil...hehehehe...so better watch out eh friends.... =P

woot....had been a month since i got home....
Now i know what's the feeling of being home.... =D
yeah,although it is a month since i came home but i still miss every single bit of my hometown...
my futsal kaki's, the saga i drift in, the bed i rolled here and there on, the air-cond when it's hot...
it can't be defined through words weh.... XDDD

tomorrow will be one heck of a day i think...so i will gona enjoy this moment to the max before i go back on monday....WOOT!!!

P/s: now currently addicted to Call Of Duty 4 : Modern Warfare....have to set the settings to super low tho but it's still smooth during gameplay...so yet again, WOOT!!!!maximum pawnage cikudeeshit.... XD

Well....never imagined myself posting again in 2 hours time.... =\

Here's a story....

the Snow is melting,
And on that very day,
She left him...
Tho the snow is melting,
His heart freezes...
once a happy guy,
crumbles to earth,
shattering to pieces....
He threw away his emotions,
leaving only "sadness" behind,
All he ever did,
is crying himself to sleep.
Unlike previously,
where they will chat till dawn.
Now,he stays awake till dawn,
just to wait for her call.
Just like the snow,
She faded away,
distancing herself from him,
Never to return again.
He kept on waiting,
Thinking that one day,
he will find her heart,
Once again.

(wrote by janice)
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(my continuation)

Eons passed,
she never returned.
Devastated,
He continued to wait.
he knew that,
a certain day will come,
where she will contact him again.
all he wanted to say,
is 2 simple sentences.
Thank you and Sorry.
truthfully,
One day,
he finally received a message.
A simple message it is,
Yet,
to him,
it's a treasure.
it's his world.
He now knew,
she forgave him.
Again he gave himself hope,
thinking that they will be together again.
he forwarded many meaningful messages.
he continued to wait,
till a day,
where he was exhausted,
not physically,
but mentally.
Reevaluating his actions,
all he sees are self-pitying.
And on that fateful day,
he decided to look no more at the ground,
and to aim for the sky.
Sending her a last message,
he bid her farewell,
farewell to his first love,
his sweet dream.
The snow is falling now,
but bit by bit,
his frozen heart is melting,
and one day,
surely a day will come,
an angel will lift him up,
to his sky.
and he will,
once again,
dance happily around the snow.

today is freaking hot....
10am lecture,11am exam... o_0
so the exam ended up with everyone "borrowing" answer... =D

back to the topic...
today is freaking hot...
cant even slp...
so i wished it will rain....
n at 6pm,here comes the rain...
but i was having class till 6.30pm...
so instead of goin bck happily,
i m drenched from head to toe...
hurray!! or F***?i duno.... =)

so this conclude my topic for today...
thank you....