Bryan's Hideout
The Only Place I Can Be Myself

Six feet from the Edge

By Bryan



Please come love
I think I'm falling
Holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I've found the road to no where
And i'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say...

CHORUS
Hold me now
I'm 6 feet from the edge
And I'm thinkin
Maybe 6 feet ain't so far down

I'm lookin down
Now that its over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out
Heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Let me say..

(CHORUS)

Hold me now
I'm 6 feet from the edge
And I'm thinkin
Maybe 6 feet ain't so far down
(repeat)

I'm so far down
Sad eyes follow me
Well I still believe there's something there for me
So please come stay with me
Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me...
you an me...you and me

Hold me now
I'm 6 feet from the edge
And I'm thinkin

Hold me now
I'm 6 feet from the edge
And I'm thinkin
Maybe 6 feet ain't so far down....
(repeat)

Please come now
I think I'm falling
Holding on to all I think is safe...
I am suffocating...did i took the wrong guess?

 

Of home and many more

By Bryan
Just finish hanging out with friends.
Kinda chill out after studying for a few hours.
Mind was about to burst.
So we decided to go yum cha.
Talked abit, joked abit.
And with a blink of an eye,
it's time to go back.

Drove home alone.
Riding on my little red aka scooter.
The ride home usually takes 5 minutes.
But in that 5 minutes, it seemed so long.
Riding alone in the dark,
it's very quiet.
Yeapz....it feels kinda lonely.
As soon as i got home,
i glanced up upon the sky.
Stars are shining brightly,
glittering magnificently,
trying to shine it's way through the pitch dark sky,
as if they were angels dancing around the sky.

And that's when something deep within my heart
were forcing its way out.
Screaming loudly, signifying something to my brain.
I'm miss.....
but what do i miss?
Friends?admirer?school?life?
None of it.

and i realized, i miss home.
It's been around 1-2 months since i went home.
I miss my family terribly.
I hate exams.
and I miss home.
I wana go home.
My heart is pounding...
Soon, i might not be able to control myself
tell me, what should i do?