Bryan's Hideout
The Only Place I Can Be Myself

De Ja Vu

By Bryan
Everything seems to be normal yesterday,
took my MIS (Managing Information System)...
not only that everything seemed to be normal,
everything seems kinda perfect....
can answer most of the answers,
about to rain during exam but it didn't.
Even planned to go KFC makan makan with classmateys.

Excitedly,balik style rambut abit...
at around 7pm,
straight broom broom out to Tesco Kampar to makan KFC with my uber red scooter.. =D
everything went on smoothly,
but not until i reach the so called "deadly junction" with the stupid Daulat Tuanku sign...
The moment i got near the place,
i suddenly had a feeling that,
i seriously will fall of from my motor.
It's kinda weird...
it's like i can already feel that it will happen,
it's only a matter of time... ><
and so,it did happen...
thanks to a white kancil in front of me who braked abruptly,
i braked as well...
since the area was full of sands,
jahanamlah aku...
the whole motor started to skid...
all i can do was to control the bike to skid towards the grassy area,
then i fell off the bike...
injured my right hand,knee and shoulder (only some minor scratches)
well...lesson of da day : Never drive to near to kancils...

 

A little too not over you

By Bryan


Oohhhh oh, oh

It never crossed my mind at all
It's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on
Sometimes I try to hide it
What I feel inside it
And I turn around,
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, oohhh
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another nice song for the all the heartbroken out there.... d(>_<)b
you guys are not alone..... @_@
 

Randomized

By Bryan
Sometimes,i wish i could just go somewhere far from here...
Be it Antarctica,or matamata...
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Didn't sleep the whole night yesterday...
Went to Wei Sheang's bbq party and it's kinda fun... =)
reached home at 4am,and dragonica-ed the whole night... XD
kinda pissed off because i wanna get a battlemage,
but ended up being an acolyte due to my slumberness... =="
head for assignment meetings at sue yee's house...
well,as usual i m the late 1... =(
discussed quite a lot during the meeting...
nearly dozed off during the meeting but lucky i managed to grab some toothpicks
and hold my eyes wide open with it... XD (yeah i know,lame joke...)
Discussed till 12.30pm,we go makan makan pupu pupu...
really had fun chatting with my mateys...
one of our topic is about gf/bf relationships....lolz...

till now,seriously i kinda envied those in a relationship...
seeing couples holding hands,practically doing everything together,
i miss those feelings...
it's true i have friends to talk to and they cared about me...
but still,it's a different feeling if compared to friendships...
hmmm...the feeling of being in a relationship...
how i wish i can have it now... ><

seems like dragonica-ing will be the best option for me now... =P
and again i will hug my beloved c902 to sleep just like any other nights... XD
kesian la takda orang teman tidur....