Bryan's Hideout
The Only Place I Can Be Myself

De Ja Vu

By Bryan
Everything seems to be normal yesterday,
took my MIS (Managing Information System)...
not only that everything seemed to be normal,
everything seems kinda perfect....
can answer most of the answers,
about to rain during exam but it didn't.
Even planned to go KFC makan makan with classmateys.

Excitedly,balik style rambut abit...
at around 7pm,
straight broom broom out to Tesco Kampar to makan KFC with my uber red scooter.. =D
everything went on smoothly,
but not until i reach the so called "deadly junction" with the stupid Daulat Tuanku sign...
The moment i got near the place,
i suddenly had a feeling that,
i seriously will fall of from my motor.
It's kinda weird...
it's like i can already feel that it will happen,
it's only a matter of time... ><
and so,it did happen...
thanks to a white kancil in front of me who braked abruptly,
i braked as well...
since the area was full of sands,
jahanamlah aku...
the whole motor started to skid...
all i can do was to control the bike to skid towards the grassy area,
then i fell off the bike...
injured my right hand,knee and shoulder (only some minor scratches)
well...lesson of da day : Never drive to near to kancils...

 

A little too not over you

By Bryan


Oohhhh oh, oh

It never crossed my mind at all
It's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on
Sometimes I try to hide it
What I feel inside it
And I turn around,
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, oohhh
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another nice song for the all the heartbroken out there.... d(>_<)b
you guys are not alone..... @_@
 

Randomized

By Bryan
Sometimes,i wish i could just go somewhere far from here...
Be it Antarctica,or matamata...
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Didn't sleep the whole night yesterday...
Went to Wei Sheang's bbq party and it's kinda fun... =)
reached home at 4am,and dragonica-ed the whole night... XD
kinda pissed off because i wanna get a battlemage,
but ended up being an acolyte due to my slumberness... =="
head for assignment meetings at sue yee's house...
well,as usual i m the late 1... =(
discussed quite a lot during the meeting...
nearly dozed off during the meeting but lucky i managed to grab some toothpicks
and hold my eyes wide open with it... XD (yeah i know,lame joke...)
Discussed till 12.30pm,we go makan makan pupu pupu...
really had fun chatting with my mateys...
one of our topic is about gf/bf relationships....lolz...

till now,seriously i kinda envied those in a relationship...
seeing couples holding hands,practically doing everything together,
i miss those feelings...
it's true i have friends to talk to and they cared about me...
but still,it's a different feeling if compared to friendships...
hmmm...the feeling of being in a relationship...
how i wish i can have it now... ><

seems like dragonica-ing will be the best option for me now... =P
and again i will hug my beloved c902 to sleep just like any other nights... XD
kesian la takda orang teman tidur....
 

Love Story meets Viva La Vida

By Bryan
Ever think what will happen if you mix "Love Story" by Taylor Swift and "Viva La Vida" by Cold Play into one? Check out below :-




waaallllaaaaahhhh~~~
u get a truly awesome piece.... =)
 

Police do care

By Bryan
Thanks to the stupid thief,
i missed all my class today...
and i have to go to the police station to lodge a report....
Took me at least 1-2 hours to complete the report...
first of all, a written statement of what happen after i realized my phone was missing was taken down by a female cop...
took my IC, asked me a few questions, and even asked me if i suspect who is it....
duh...like i know...
and after they completed taking down all the statement,
waaaallllaaaahhh~~~
they printed it out...
and asked me if i wanted the report which will cost me rm2.....
tembak sajalah,so i bought it.... =\

i thought that everything's settled,
but to my surprise,
one of the Sargent in the room made a phone call to an Inspector named Mimi(what a funny name for an inspector... XD)
then they told me to report it again to Inspector Mimi...
the purpose,i don't know....
but maybe it's part of a process so that they can call some cops to secure the area.... =)

then,before i leave, she told me "eh,nanti sekejap ya....lepas uncle ini buat report, kamu ikut saya pergi rumah kamu ambil gambar tempat kejadian"
lolx.....i stunned for a few seconds before replying her "ok"...
i never know that after lodging a report,pictures of the crime scene need to be taken....
just for a Sony Ericson K750I phone....damn bangga la my phone....
it's like something really important had been stolen... XD
then a cop come to snap some pics of my house,
and even showed me that my main gate is really easy to open(he did it in 2 sec....WTF)
well...this is the first time i have the feeling that police really cares about our welfare...
imagine,for a cheap handphone (K750I),
they were willing to make an effort to write some uber long report and come to my house to snap some pics....

kudos to Inspector Mimi and Sargent-entah-apa-nama, the Female-cop and Camera guy... =)

sigh...seems like i need to buy more locks and chains to protect my stuff from being burglarized... ><

May My Phone rest in peace..... T__Tv
so u guys might not be able to contact me for this 2 to 3 days.... =\
number will remain the same... =)
Sorry guys and gals who tried to contact me but failed.... ><
 

Bounty Hunter in the house

By Bryan
Wtf....seriously i never imagine something so mysterious will happen....
Slept at 3am after yum cha session with my kampar gang,
connect my phone to the charger,
set my alarm,
and off to dreamland wanabe almost immediately....
Everything seems kinda normal...
But not until i woke up at 7.55am...
When i woke up, i thought i just simply overslept...
but wait,
i noticed my charger was facing to a pile of bags piled up beside the window...
i seriously thought that i was so tired and ended up throwing my phone there when the alarm rang...
and so the hunt began...
i hunted high and low,
totally ransacking my entire house,
even the toilet,and the back alley of my house...
my phone's missing!!! WTF
it was there like,uhmmm, 5 hours ago and now,
it mysteriously vanished..... =="
my phone was placed beside my bed,near my legs,in my room...!
it's really difficult to notice...
but amazingly,
the thief managed to steal my handphone without waking me up....
truly awesome!!!!
i really salute u....
so here's a present for you thief s out there.... fuck chiu.... t(=="t)
now i have to live without a phone for the next 2-3 days...sigh...
gonna report to mata-matas/mematas later.... =\
will apply back the same number if possible and ASAP....
 

Short/Long post/grunts

By Bryan
You guys ever have the feeling,
whenever you get closer to something,
suddenly, you are kicked down yet to the ground.

It's like you climbed up to the very peak of a mountain,
and at the very moment you reached the peak,
the rainbow disappeared right before your eyes.
You gave up and started to walk down again,
and when u started walking down,
the rainbow reappeared,
and again you chased after it,
and it disappeared yet again when you reach the peak.
Frustrating isn't it?


Since my last post,
Many things happened.
First of all, on 30th May 2009,
i took a trip to Hai Nam Island with my family.
Pretty much enjoyed the 5 days 4 nights trip. =)
Pictures had been uploaded to my Facebook account.
Kinda lazy to upload all those pics here.... XD

Currently, i am at Kampar,
studying like a biatch.
This is only the end of the second week,
and now i have to prepare for the assignments which suppose to due on....9 or 10th week? wtf
really FML.... =="

Another problem i m facing is...........
i m "haunted" by a girl.... =="
This problem started when my so called good classmate use my mobile to call her for one stupid reason,
that is to check out who she was.
Since i have a postpaid line,
i borrowed.
and he made the call.
no one answered at first.
then my friend gave up.
about 10 minutes later,
we received her first message.
"Who are u??"
then now,she practically haunts me everyday.
spamming questions like "what are you doing","are you free today?"
is like, WTF, i don't even know you,and i seriously doesn't remember giving her my name...

in conclusion, she is a despo with -WTF mode switched on, all thanks to my good classmate.