Bryan's Hideout

Sweet Serendipity

2011-03-20T12:13:00.003+08:00

I ain’t got no car
And I've got one pair of jeans
They’ve been stretched too far
And now they’re weak at the seams
I can’t say what’s next
And I got nothin' up my sleeve
But I don’t lose my head
Cause it ain’t really up to me

[chorus]
And I’m doing just fine
I’m always landing on my feet
In the nic of time
And by the skin of my teeth
I ain’t gonna stress
Cause the worst ain’t happened yet
Somethings watching over me
Like Sweet Serendipity
Sweet Serendipity

I don’t ask for a lot
No nothing more than I need
Because I love what I got
Don’t need to play the lottery
I just want to be strong
At the end of the road
I don’t want to hold on
I want the strength to let go

[chorus]
And I’m doing just fine
I’m always landing on my feet
In the nic of time
And by the skin of my teeth
I ain’t gonna stress
Cause the worst ain’t happened yet
Somethings watching over me
Like Sweet Serendipity

And what will be will be
In the nic of time
And by the skin of my teeth
I aint gonna stress
Cause the worst ain’t happened yet

Somethings watching over me
Like Sweet Serendipity
Sweet Serendipity
Like Sweet Serendipity

Don’t look fate can only find you
You can’t choose for something to surprise you
Set sail without a destination
Just see where the wind will take you
You never know when you're gonna fall
But I'm not worried
No I'm not worried

[chorus]
And I’m doing just fine
I’m always landing on my feet
In the nic of time
And by the skin of my teeth
I ain’t gonna stress
Cause the worst ain’t happened yet
Somethings watching over me

And I’m doing just fine
I’m always landing on my feet
In the nic of time
And by the skin of my teeth
I ain’t gonna stress
Cause the worst ain’t happend yet
Somethings watching over me
Like Sweet Serendipity
Sweet Serendipity
Sweet Serendipity

Don’t look fate can only find you
You can’t choose for something to surprise you
Set sail without a destination

Sweet, sweet
Sweet, sweet
Sweet Serendipity
Sweet, sweet
Sweet, sweet
Sweet Serendipity
I don't know
Sweet Serendipity

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never knew you would walk into my life,
when i am searching for something else.
You are indeed my sweet serendipity

Enchanted

2011-03-13T05:33:00.003+08:00

Deeply enchanted, Deeply in love.

Please don't be in love with someone else,

Please don't have somebody waiting on you,

I was never in love with someone else,

I never had somebody waiting on me.

Cause you were all my dreams come true,

And i wish you knew

I was so in love with you.

The Distance

2011-01-26T04:08:00.004+08:00

Life's crap...

Chinese New Year is coming.

But i don't even have the mood to celebrate the occasion.

Really phobia of deaths.

Please, i pray hard...

Please don't let anyone close to me leave my circle.

One after another,

i really can't take it anymore.

It feels like 1000 miles apart although i am standing next to you. And i have to agree that the furthest distance is that, while i am standing next to you, no matter how much i struggle,i will never reach my destination. You are still far beyond my reach. Helplessly grabbing into something, but is there anything that can support me?

Six feet from the Edge

2010-12-13T19:52:00.002+08:00

Please come love
I think I'm falling
Holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I've found the road to no where
And i'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say...

CHORUS
Hold me now
I'm 6 feet from the edge
And I'm thinkin
Maybe 6 feet ain't so far down

I'm lookin down
Now that its over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out
Heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Let me say..

(CHORUS)

Hold me now
I'm 6 feet from the edge
And I'm thinkin
Maybe 6 feet ain't so far down
(repeat)

I'm so far down
Sad eyes follow me
Well I still believe there's something there for me
So please come stay with me
Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me...
you an me...you and me

Hold me now
I'm 6 feet from the edge
And I'm thinkin

Hold me now
I'm 6 feet from the edge
And I'm thinkin
Maybe 6 feet ain't so far down....
(repeat)

Please come now
I think I'm falling
Holding on to all I think is safe...
I am suffocating...did i took the wrong guess?

Of home and many more

2010-12-08T05:43:00.004+08:00

Just finish hanging out with friends.

Kinda chill out after studying for a few hours.

Mind was about to burst.

So we decided to go yum cha.

Talked abit, joked abit.

And with a blink of an eye,

it's time to go back.

Drove home alone.

Riding on my little red aka scooter.

The ride home usually takes 5 minutes.

But in that 5 minutes, it seemed so long.

Riding alone in the dark,

it's very quiet.

Yeapz....it feels kinda lonely.

As soon as i got home,

i glanced up upon the sky.

Stars are shining brightly,

glittering magnificently,

trying to shine it's way through the pitch dark sky,

as if they were angels dancing around the sky.

And that's when something deep within my heart

were forcing its way out.

Screaming loudly, signifying something to my brain.

I'm miss.....

but what do i miss?

Friends?admirer?school?life?

None of it.

and i realized, i miss home.

It's been around 1-2 months since i went home.

I miss my family terribly.

I hate exams.

and I miss home.

I wana go home.

My heart is pounding...

Soon, i might not be able to control myself

tell me, what should i do?

Life is too short regret, forget and stay sad

2010-11-29T11:55:00.002+08:00

I am just a vessel, a vessel that contains what you call a soul...

I am Given a name and a shape, i might live for a day,a year, a decade or a century...

But no matter what i do and what i want,

One day, i will be gone...

What's left of me,

are just memories and legacies.

Life's too short to regret,

life's too short to stay sad,

life's too brief to get mad,

so instead just look at a brighter side.

Move on, but keep the memories alive.

I will not say i am not afraid of death.

But if one day my life is about to end,

I just want to see smiles instead of tears.

Lolz...it's selfish but yeapz...

Smile and the world smiles along...

i will be smiling as well... ;)

So don't cry for me.

I am not writing a will or something.

It is just that i discover how short a life can be.

So i am gonna work hard on my life.

To do what i wana do,

and to tell everyone i love them.

I have my bad sides,

I might make some people angry because yeah,

sometimes my mouth is bad and i criticize people alot.

+ i like to tease lots of people for my own joy.

If i offended any, i am sorry... @@

Life's kinda tough lately.

Final year project is on the rush.

Final is coming.

Time management is important.

Guess that i have to start study soon.

I don't wana let my parents down anymore.

CGPA 3.0 is my target.

Hope i can achieve it.

At least it will be a medal to show my parents.

And to thanks them for their sweat and tears for bringing me up.

I love my family.

My life's kinda messed up tho...don't really know what i am thinking lately.

Tell me...is it really a crush??mutual or one sided? =\

I really wana know.....

Hectic, Full of Surprises, full of sadness, but still full of joy

2010-10-04T21:29:00.003+08:00

It's the time of the year, the sem or the month??i duno...
but 1 thing i know is that, IT'S SEM BREAK!!
ahaha...and another thing i notice is...
it's been such a long time since i last update my blog... @@
lost my motivation to write stuffs in this blog.
So now, i am trying to find back the motivation to blog.

Lets start off with this sem.
It's been a long sem for me.
May - September (including study weeks and final exams)
3-4 months with lots of things happening.
Unexpected things, unwanted things, joyful things, sad things.
2 of my friends left Uni this sem.
2 aunts had suffered cancer.
for the 2 friends, at least they are having a great life now.
god bless them... =)
for my aunts, i hope they do well...
the whole family is fighting for them as well.
Say No To Cancer!

And it's the time or my turn to do the Final Year Project (FYP).
having a tough time to do the project,
but still will work hard for that.
My resolution, to have my grades above 3.0.
Can I do it? lets hope i can.. =)

Currently, i can say that i am enjoying my sem break.
Went to Kuala Lumpur to work in a Nike event.
Before working, we lepak-ed at Sunway Pyramid for a day.
Went for Ice Skating for the 1st time,
and needless to say,
i enjoyed it alot...lolz wootz stim bom bom.
Jatuh satu kali thanks to Miss Liew Khai Shin.
Why thanks leh??because if i din fall down in the skating ring,
means i din go there before...lolz... (Shin Xuan, 2010)

As for the work, too me its not bad la.
Full of experience, but it's boring at times.(when there're no customers)
But at least i get to learn new stuffs,
and made new friends + strengthen the bonds with existing friends. (^^)v
Thanks to Yik Siang for letting us stay at him house.
and sorry to Fuji and Chee Shing,
cause cant futsal with u guys... ><

For now, i am gona continue enjoying my sem break with my Muar kakis.
it's been a long time since i meet them, and 2nite there's futsal... =D
I AM GONA EXERCISE!!!! XP

"My heart is beating, but for whom it's beating?"

The road

2010-08-08T02:11:00.003+08:00

As usual, life's a bitch...
Finally completed all my midterms and assignments,
but still, there's my Final Year Project to handle... =(
to make matter worst,
there's still the moral campaign to take care of....
ARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
i wana find a spot to shout till my throat explode + lung pop out.... ><

Once again i am confused...
what should i do?
to forget and move on?
or to be persistent and carry on?
either way, it hurts just the same....
isn't it easy to voice out what you wana do,
but too difficult to actually take d action?
if i can, i just wana run away....
somewhere far far away....
or just give me a potion that will make me forget everything.
I wonder...
how long will it take me overcome it this time?
you're getting further and further,
the distance getting bigger and bigger.....

"My heart's been frozen since the day u left,
bit by bit it's falling apart,
and soon be blown away on a snowy day"

A tired tired sem

2010-07-04T18:13:00.006+08:00

Just like the title above,

it's been a tiring sem for me.

Not because of tutorials,

not because of classes,

but because of performances.... o_0

This sem, it's my first time performing in Utar.

My First performance, OHANA Talentime 2010.

I must admit it's kinda enjoyable to perform on stage,
love the excitement.
Thanks Eugene, Aimless, Ocean and Yun Yi for giving
me such a wonderful memory (altho i am only shaking the shake2 XD)

However, the 2nd performance, Asian Cultural Nite,
was a total disaster.
No words can describe how much we suck that night.
But however, i cherish the moments
we spent together, rehearse together,go up stage together.

Me, Ocean and Eugene

Aimless dan saya

And for now,
it's time for me to rest i guess...lolz...
too tired to perform anymore. XD
and it's my last year studying in UTAR.
y3s1 with many many assignments yet to come,
not forgetting the Final Year Project. GG~~~~

Although many new memories were created,
i am still reminiscing the memories with you.
it's been a week since we last chat,
whatever i am doing,
u are always on my mind.
When i wake up every morning,
it's you that i will be thinking.
technology is advance now.
there's internet, there's phones to communicate.
but, since you started work,
u are busy and...
i duno....i just don't wana disturb u.
even if u need help,
i can't fly to your side to help immediately.
all i can do,
nothing......nothing......

Your Call

2010-06-09T21:57:00.008+08:00

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

__________________________________________________________________

I was to born to love you wholeheartedly.....

and i really am desperate for your voice and smile now....

i wana see you,

right here, right now

The Emptiness In My Heart

2010-06-06T21:53:00.003+08:00

Here comes a new semester.

Had been attending classes for a week now.

Sad to say, this sem seems kinda boring to me.

Nothing much to do,

nothing much to look forward to.

Something just doesn't feel right,

whatever i do,

whatever i think,

whatever i say,

everything just ain't normal.

I still smiles like usual,

laugh like usual,

play like usual,

but i can't focus like usual.

Been hiding in my room since i dunno when.

Don't feel like going out,

don't feel like hanging out (well, except for dinner... =p)

I got tired easily,

but sometimes,

when i lay down on my bed,

i can't sleep, no matter how tired i am.

My heart...........is empty.

Something's missing,

You are missing......

Live is never the same without you.

4 (F.r.i.e.n.d.s)

2010-05-18T15:33:00.010+08:00

Lately, all my post is about you.

But just for today, i wana write about my friends.

Yeap, all those awesome friends around me. =)

Yesterday was just like any ordinary life in Muar.

Nothing much to do accept holing myself up in my room,

starting at my "I wonder how many inch" lappy's LCD screen.

Went to temple to pray as usual,

eat veges instead of meat like normal. (i am a vegetarian for now...at least for a week... =D )

then Neo (my good friend from Muar) asked me if wana minum.

So yeah, i agrred and both of us went out to Da Ying Mu ( mamak stall near Pei Yang).

He noticed the sadness in my eyes,

the fatigue in my body.

that's why he asked me out for a drink,

so i can pour everything out.

So basically, yesterday night was all about me....lolz...

but i felt good after that.

At least someone is willing to listen to my problems,

especially after i came back home.

Thanks Neo.

Aside from friends at Muar,

i am glad i have good friends in Kampar as well.

Members of Moonlitekidz (Eugene, Austin, QS, Ah Bi)

and clubhouse 99 (Ocean and Jason) that never fails to make my day,

i find joy when i am with them.

The jamming sessions, the Dota sessions,

yum cha sessions, the trips we had been,

Mcdonald sessions. =)

As for my classmates, the BBA T1 family,

i dote them all. =)

they contributed the memories i spent with them throughout my degree,

and i believe more memories are soon to be created.

thanks to you guys

(chai may, khai shin, k see, albee, xuan, hu khim, kenneth,

hew fen, kar yee, shu wen, valerie, yik siang, siang chin, hui yee, xue jun, fuji, chee sing,

oh zhi, ah tan, sue yee, mei lai, yik fong, carlos, mei yi, seow peng, cindy, kathlyn),

each and everyone of you guys made my life so interesting.

I am glad i am part of BBA T1...lolz...

Whenever i am down,

my classmates will be there for me as well.

Special thanks to Yik Siang for giving me the courage and support,

without you, i guess i will never take the step.

I wish things will remain the same till we graduate,

or even after we graduate,

because this guy here cant bear to see anyone around him leave his circle.

Well, this is some random post about my friends,

I wonder why i wrote this,

but i am treasuring all the friendships i have now... ;)

So to all my friends,

Deep down in my heart, you guys are always a part of me.

"Lately, i am having dreams that you belonged to someone now,

is it a sign, or am i thinking too much?

Whenever i close my eyes, all my dreams were about you"

My BBA T1 Family

2

2010-05-16T23:33:00.007+08:00

I don't want this moment to ever end

Where everythings nothing without you

I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile

'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes

I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know

With everything I won't let this go,

these words are my heart and soul

I'll hold on to this moment you know,

'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show

And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt

Pieces of memories fall to the ground

I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go

'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go

I've come to an end

I want you to know

With everything I won't let this go,

these words are my heart and soul

I'll hold on to this moment you know,

'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show

And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies

When you don't know what you're looking to find

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies

When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end

Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know

With everything I won't let this go,

these words are my heart and soul

I'll hold on to this moment you know,

'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show

And I won't let go (I want you to know)

With everything I won't let this go,

these words are my heart and soul

I'll hold on to this moment you know,

'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show

And I won't let go

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Perfectly suit my current situation now.

~I just want you to know~

"Been dreaming of you everytime i sleep,

That's how much i miss you right now,

but i guess you will never know"

Day 1 being apart from you

2010-05-15T02:26:00.004+08:00

Finally, it's the end of our trip...

Lots of enjoyable memories created,

Lots of fun hanging out together.

From Cameron to Kuala Lumpur.

All those memories,

i will not forget.

Did something that will change everything,

i wonder how will it end up...

But i don't care about all these.

Just have fun and ignore it for now,

and choose what you think will be best for you.

Then, i will be satisfied enough.

For now, i still couldn't face the fact,

that after this trip,

we will be apart.....

how i wish all this is nothing but a nasty dream.

i wana wake up,

and the first thing i wana see,

is your face smiling at me.

So, wake me up when all of these is over.

But one thing is for sure,

I never regret that you are the one who stole my heart.

I couldn't do anything, but with all my heart and soul,

I sincerely pray,

that you will be truly happy,

now and in the future.

P/S: thanks to all my friends for the early birthday celebration/surprise...
that is indeed the most unique and happiest birthday celebration i ever had.
I am really happy to be part of BBA T1 family..... =)

"Specially dedicated to you,
I am really glad that i fell in love with you,
and i have no regrets"

Day 3

2010-05-10T22:42:00.004+08:00

In a blink of an eye, here's day 3...

and tomorrow's the day u are coming back to kampar to visit us... ==

can't even imagine how fast time past.... =\

today, i can see that your mood's kinda good.

I am not sure if you are hiding your feelings very well,

or you are genuinely happy today,

but it kinda feels good and relieve to see you just fine.

Indeed, as long as you are happy,

this stupid guy here is happy for you as well.... =)

Can even bully me tim~~~ (don't piak me~~don't~~~)

too bad you cant get to watch the show you wana watch so much.

But if it's possible, maybe we can catch the show tomorrow night.. lolz...

Our exam's over tomorrow so no worries... ^^

After you left, you are more anxious of our results compared to ourself... ><

constantly asking us how well we did in our exams.

I guess it's your way to show that you still care about us,

and also to keep in touch with us.

In a few days time,

we will be going to Cameron Highland.

I pray hard....

Please, just let the time pass by super slow while we are on top of the hill.

Let us enjoy every bit of memories that we will soon to create up there.

I just wana see your smile,

just a little longer.

For i am an addict, who is addicted to you and your smile.

Another reason for me to be happy is that

4th aunt seems to be doing very well in combating her illness. =)

Tho our chat lasted only a few minutes,

but i can hear that you are quite healthy despite the illness plaguing your body.

How i wish i can see you soon too. =(

4th Aunt, take care of yourself yeah.

Don't ever give up, for we will never give up on you.

"To stop doing something you really hate is not giving up,

but to waste your life doing something you really hate,

that's what i call giving up,
for you are giving up your happiness in life"

Day 2

2010-05-09T14:55:00.003+08:00

Yeah...more and more people found out that you were not in Kampar anymore.
Everyone starts to wonder why u stopped all of a sudden.
It's heart wrenching to see all those sad comments or PM's
dedicated to you.
Sooner or later,
everyone's gona cheer up again.
But the question is, when??

It's only the 2nd day....
and final's far from over.
I guess all we have to do now is fight,
and do our best.
With you supporting all of us from ur hometown,
I guess all we can do is to try our very best to complete this final.
Too me u seemed to be ok,
but, are you really ok??
you seem to put up a brave front,
but deep inside,
i guess it hurts a little to be apart from all those friends u met here.
Stay strong ya~
BBA T1 will always be there to support you...
and as for me,
your number 1 pet will be you pillar of support,
whatever you do, this pet will be there for you. =)
Fight and believe in your way!!!
Suffering from insomnia...
seems like the shock is a little too big for me eh?
Just like you, i have to put up a brave front too...
I wouldn't want you to see me sad,
for if the pet crumbles, who is going to support the owner?

Day 1

2010-05-08T15:31:00.007+08:00

It's the very first day you left Kampar....

While we are busy taking our test,

perhaps,

you are busy sleeping....lolz... (don't piak me if you saw this)

Out of 5 people online today,

3 persons' PM were about you,

Not to forget those who are offline,

and extra 2 offliners' PM were for you.

and an assumption of 19 people were unaware of this matter.

Those who knew are still having problems sorting out their feelings after you left.

I wonder....will we ever go back the way it was?

And the answer,

perhaps it's a big NO....

As for me?

Yeah...i am officially missing you.

Tough Period

2010-05-08T06:36:00.002+08:00

Yeah...it's a tough time for me and my friends....

something unexpected happened,

all we can do is just look,

shed some tears,

and move on....

looking back occasionally,

but never forget what's coming next.

We will do our best,

fight on your behalf.

We will make you proud.

That's all i can say now,

i'm still holding the promise i made.

so make sure you hold yours yeah?

~Good luck to everyone in their finals~

A friend, A Foe?

2010-05-03T01:18:00.007+08:00

Life's weird...

or should i say humans are weird creatures....

each have their distinctive characteristic...

a friend that broke up a year ago told me...

throughout the year,

they doesn't talk much,

even a conversation is difficult to start,

needless to say to maintain the conversation between both of them.

of course he felt sad,

for once a couple, when both go their separate ways,

it takes time to acknowledge each other as a friend again.

For him, the cool off period is over.

Last week, they started to converse normally.

But by his point of view,

he find it weird to converse so normally, so naturally.

Ain't it weird?

when you broke up, u feel sad and wanted to catch the love back.

but then, when you are back to how you wanted to be,

you find it weird.

yeah...i must say, if it's me, i might feel the same way.

well...here's another story.

which i find even weird.

both are friends at first.

a guy and a gal.

soon, the guy developed feelings for da gal.

a series of event happened (don't know much about the details)

and the guy started avoiding the gal.

as if they never knew each other.

hmmm...they are still friends,

if you don't wana talk,

just smile....too me it ain't hard to smile...

just pull up your lips and there you go,

a smile on your face.

sigh.....

sad to say, i faced all those situations above before.

not exactly the same,

but still, the feeling of being ignored kinda sucks.

imagine u saw your ex somewhere,

u try to greet her,

but she totally ignored u...

sucky isn't it?lolz...

to me, i still believe in the word,

no matter what happens,

Once a friend, always a friend.

face the fact,

face reality.

If you are unhappy,

find ways to discuss.

your life's precious,

but friends are equally precious as well.

because you will never know when you might need a friend. =)

sigh...exam's around the corner.

1 more day to study.

hope i can do it.

as for others besides exams,

lets just forget everything for now during the exam...

it's tiring,

i am a little exhausted.... =')

so....all i need is a little break,

then i will catch up with you.

Waiting is only tiring, but not torturing.

I wouldn't mind waiting a thousand years,

all i need is the smile on your face.

Def Tech - My Way

2010-04-26T03:12:00.007+08:00

* Def Tech sound Shen and Micro 'round singing on and on and on

Chi ni ashitsuka Atama kumo nuke Susumu mae ni mae ni mae ni

Te wo tsunageba kowakunai kara Soko made omae wa yowakunai kara

Demo itsumademo Soba ni inai kara

Believe my way my way my way

"Believe it my way" are some words to live by

No matter how you feelin' even if you wanna cry

You gotsta do what you do, stayin' true to your crew

Givin' it soul on the role but always keepin' it new

With your own style, own existence, own reality

Bring complexity and love with creativity

Days are something special be your own vessel

Just take what's inside and give it a wrestle

Bring it to the light of day take flight

Inject your own music to make up your own hype

It don't matter what you say, gotsta do it my way

Don't display dismay stand up straight and portray

What you are inside so you know who you are

Livin' it up, with no doubt ready for any scar

So that's it, go make a hit, go out, benefit

From the words that we spit and never, never, ever quit

* Repeat

Mou koko made yattekite shimatta to ka

Mou dou demo ii Dou suru koto mo dekinai to ka

Akirame hitanshi negeki kanashimi Jibun nagusameita waru sono aida ni mo

Bokura wo hitsuyou to suru dareka ga iru Doko ni iru

Sagasu koto de kawaru Yatto sukoshi wakatta FURI

Hara kara koe dashita SERIFU ga ikikai

Mazari ai Katari ai that kawawari ai to tetsumonaku DEKAI ya

So deai ya Jiai ya from mouth to ear Kono kagiri aru mugen no sekai ga

Kimi no chikyuu e check your head ima IMEEJI no ue

Ya my way give it away give it away now

Akiramen na Warawasen na Nagusameten na Soba de hagemashita yanan

* Repeat

Just do it "my way" take all these words to heart

Cuz it's the part to jump your life ahead to a new start

The way it should go down from beneath your feet to crown

Take the first step, J-U-M-P out the ground

7, 6, 5, 4 free up your mind

D-E-F Tech commin' at ya with the rhymes

We just doin' how we doin', livin' our way too true

Bein' us as we livin' in this Tokyo Zoo

Reach out, extend your hand, you'll find something' to grab

Someone to help you, no doubt, when times make you sad

But just remember after the storm, there will be calm

Just how the dust be setting like in Afghan when we bomb

Lift yourself up, take head, lift up yourself, indeed

Doin' "my way" you gonna find you got all that you need

Life is too short, don't regret or look back to forget

That you were true to "my way" stay real, it's a bet

* Repeat

Yume to genjitsu no hazama de Reisei to jounetsu no aida de

RIMITTO aru one time jinsei wo mitasarenai hibi mo nannaku to

Konaseru jibun ni mazunaritai to Omotta toki kara sugu ni tight

Fight high to right proud Mochitsudzukete mo demo furueru kyou

Donna ni fuke toshioite mo Kore dake wa wasurenai de ite yo

Mazu MAJI "haji" "rettoukan" "ken'okan" Hito ni tai suru shittoshi

HAZUsu BASHIBASHI Hanashi hakidashi Nakidashi sore de tashika ni

Kyou wa medetashi Demo asu kara mata atarashii hi ga hajimaru

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Nice song eh?? =DDDD

Finals coming, stress giler... ><

so i need songs like this to chill me down... =)

chiaoz~~~ ^^

The Ryhthm of My Heart

2010-04-12T01:54:00.004+08:00

Well...just came back from a quite and very enjoyable trip to Melaka/Malacca with my classmates.
Overall, it's kinda rush and packed with berbanyak-banyak activity.
But it's one of the best trips i had with my classmates. =)
It's fun to hang out with a whole bunch of friends.
Pergi mana pun syok... XP

jonker street, dataran pahlawan,
all those placed that i went before,
just seems so different when u go with different group of friends. =)
and maybe, it's because i am the sort of guy,
that doesn't like to miss out the all the fun.
being alone just doesn't suit me really much eh.... ><

I wonder what's the reason of the
change in the rhythm of my heart beats.
It's pumping faster and faster.
I can feel the blood flowing faster and faster.
arggh...i wonder......

seems like,
i found out that my feelings for you after this trip,
just grew more and more.

Vanilla Twilight

2010-04-01T22:32:00.003+08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

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Nice song, nice lyrics...damn i am addicted to this song... ><

Mix feelings

2010-04-01T02:52:00.005+08:00

Assignment's finally over,

only one presentation left.
basically, i am a free man... =)
sadly, i doesn't really feel free... ><
there's still a different feeling deep within my heart.
a sense of uneasiness envelops me.
till now, i am still wondering what's the weird feeling.
hmmm.....i wonder.........

Well...got back to my hometown last week for Qing Ming/ Cheng Meng.
It's fun to go back to your family again.
Home sweet home indeed... =D
It's nice that i get more things to talk to with bro.
give me the feeling that i am much closer to bro compared to last time.
well, not to say that our relationship is bad,
but it's nice to be able to talk like friends with your family.... ^^
i love this kinda of feeling... =)
cut the formalities...ngahaha
family, i love ya... ;)

1 year till graduation. 1 year to go, or 1 year left?
too me,it's 1 year left.
this is the time limit bestowed upon me,
to stay together with my friends and classmates.
and after time ends,
it's time to say goodbye.
how i wish time were to stay.
let me stay just abit longer,
to play more,
to know more,
to understand more about my friends.
sigh...life brief candle....
i will find a day where i can lie down and look at the sky,
be it the stars at night,
or the clouds during the day.

well,that's all for this post...damn random eh?? XD

"All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you"

till you are ready to give an answer,
i am gona continue waiting.

Life's Tough

2010-03-16T12:22:00.006+08:00

Say Buh Bye to midterms,
but say hi to assignments,
because the due date for them are around the corner...
what i mean corner is this FRIDAY!!! FML~~~

yeah assignments tend to give us university students stress,
but, still, i don't think that i am the sort of guy who stress over assignments.
what gives me headaches is my groupmate/assignmentmate...
No "s", only one....not two or three...ONE freaking assignment mate.
have been giving me headache since a year ago.
i actually talked about this particular assignment mate with my mum,
and mum actually advised me to talk to her.
but yet i choose to remain silent.
now i know, i can't remain silent forever.
i am now officially standing on the peak(my patience),
1 slight push, 1 tiny step, and i will cross that limit,
dropping to the pits (pits of anger).
so please, don't ever, ever, give me a slight push...

I know that she, at times, will drop by.
but i don't care...LOLZ
i live to do what i please, and i don't live to please.
i will help if you need help,
but what you did was way beyond the limit.
go to your place just to discuss your part?
and you ignored our parts?
when we need help, you doesn't even give a helping finger,
not even a pinky finger, or a nail... FU
never take others' kindness for granted.
when i don't say a thing,
doesn't mean i don't mind.
3 more days till due date...
we shall see.... =)

Once and Twice, i am fine, Three to Five, i don't mind, Eighth to Ninth, u blow my mind...noe my limit

well, at least i get to spend some time with you this few days... ^^
just looking at you calms me down....

Tired, tired sem

2010-03-06T01:46:00.003+08:00

Assignments are about to due,
Mid terms, there are still two.

It's nearly two,
but i am awake tho.

OM midterm's tomorrow,
but i am still studying my notes...
i am in a sorrow... T___Tv

phew...i need a breather...
a big big 1.... =(
recently, doesn't really feel like myself.
seems kinda tired, exhausted.
Maybe it's because of the midterms and the assignments.
Well...at least i get people to talk to when i have problems. =)

Recently, wasn't really in good terms with one of the housemates.
Well, we still talk, but not as much as last time.
He started avoiding me, and so do i.
I wonder what will take place in the long run.
Well, at least i know he is kinda sad lately due to some reason.
But, i know there's nothing much i can do to help.
Or more like i am not the suitable one to offer help. =S

Life's to hectic to think about other stuffs.
Well, at least i still get to see, talk, study and enjoy with you. =)
Treasuring every bits of those time,
because who knows,
i might end up just like my housemates.
There are limitless possibilities.
Who knows? who knows.......
Only god knows.
And i am leaving everything to fate.
All i know is i am doing things step by step,
Bit by bit, never too rush, never to slow. =)
At least i learned what's patience again... ^^

Well...guess that it's time to go back to my books/ notes.
Good luck to everyone~ ;)

"I don't wana miss a thing, So please, be by my side,
and draw with me till the end of time...."

A coward full of excuses

2010-02-09T10:53:00.003+08:00

Weird...it's 10.53 now, and i am supposed to be sleeping like a pig...
but i am awake...woke up at 8.30am,and i can't get myself back to sleep...
insomnia?perhaps....can't sleep well yesterday,and yet,i woke up so early...
kinda bad way to start a new day eh?

currently addicted to the song "Two is better than one(ft Taylor Swift) - Boys like Girls"...
everytime i hear this song,i remembered what a classmate of mine query me...
"Do you want your anniversary to fall on Valentine's Day?"
the moment she asked this question, i seriously couldn't answer her...
I don't know why...
Deep in my heart,i know,
yeah,i wanted such special things...
i wanted to love and also to be loved...
but what i want doesn't mean that it's what others want?
V day's coming and there's only 1-2 days for me to prepare something...
i can make it, but do i have the courage?
what if what i did will end me up with a totally opposite result from what i think?
can i afford to lose it?
Yes, i know i lacked the courage guys should have...

what am i afraid of?
i don't know...maybe i am afraid that the good relationship i foster might just end?
or perhaps, i am just comfortable with things staying put like this?
could i handle it?
will i be like what i was previously??
am i good enough?
and most importantly, what do you think of me?
everyone asked me,
surely i know what she feels about me...
but i can't give them the answer...
because i really don't know myself...
i wouldn't want myself to be overconfident,
i am scared that i might ruin things up...
that's me...
a coward that uses excuses to cover up his weaknesses...
how i hate myself for not being able to express openly...
sigh...the dilemma....

Why I Like It Longer?

2010-01-21T22:42:00.012+08:00

Let me tell you guys an "interesting" story.
Lets start with the so called traditional way where secondary brats will start their essay... =D
Eherm,lets begin:-

There was once a guy named Jack,
aged 24, working his *du* off as clerk in a small company in a small building located in a small town in a small country.
Tho he have a small body, he have a big dream and determination.
He is kind and treat others fairly well.
To add more good points to our so called hero in the story,
he is caring and patient especially to those close to him.

However, tagging along with him nearly 24/7 is his demanding and spoiled brat girlfriend, Jowey.
Jowey might sound like a guy but yeah, it's a gal and our heroin in this story.
She have all the opposite points of Jack.
She is spoilt, gets jealous easily, hot tempered, spendthrift and so on la...all those bad points.
But we cant possibly give her all the bad points right?
So to make her look better, at least she have a slightly good side of her,
which is she loves jack alot. o_0"""
Both of them were basically in a relationship for 2 years despite the great difference in personalities.

Alright, enough of introductions.
One very fine day/night, Jack and colleagues decided to hit the pub to celebrate their friend's (lets name him Ben) birthday.

*boom chi pa chi boom chi pa chi~ oh yeah ai yeah~!!!" (the sounds of the song played in the pub)

(You guys know la, pubs have musics right? who the heck will go to a quiet pub? o_0)

Jack and co were pretty much enjoying their drinks.
And all of a sudden, Jack felt the vibration in his pants.

*Papa telephone,papa hua~telephone yeh papa~~!! *Jack's ringtone*

However, because Jack was wearing a tight jeans with deep pockets,
he always have a hard time taking out his handphone.
to make matter worst, he was using Pamamanoc K88S.
It's a very tiny handphone with small button and screen.
Pretty much an outdated phone.
Guess what, he took so much time that it's till the forth time his phone rang that he was able to take out his phone.

When he picks up:

Jowey: What the heck took you so long to pick up my phone huh?!?!?!! (with a deep,angry tone)
Jack : Sorry, i was out with my colleagues and i cant pull the phone out of my pockets.

Jowey: What's with the lame excuse?!?!?! Are you sure you are with colleagues or with some other gals?!!!!

Jack : Of course i am with my colleagues dear~~Please.....

Jowey : it's horribly noisy out there i can't really hear you. Now tell me where the heck are you?!?!?!?!Don't force me to hunt you down.....

Jack : I said, i was with my.......

All of a sudden,he was interupted by a effing cute voiced waitress with a horrible body shape.

Waitress: Leng zai, don't keep ignore me leh~~~What do you need?or you want me????

Upon hearing this, Jowey exploded 10 times worst than the volcano eruption showed in 2012.
For those who cant imagine it, look at the image below :-

Jowey: YOU ARE FLIRTING!!!NO WONDER YOU TOOK SO LONG TO ANSWER THE PHONE!!!I HATE YOU!!YOU WERE GOING TO SAY YOU WERE WITH ANOTHER GAL RIGHT?!?!?!ARGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Jack : *shoves the fatty aside* Wait,listen to.....

Jowey : SHUT UP LIAR!!!!LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE!!!!!I HATE YOU!!!!

Jowey hanged up the phone.

*Du du du*
Jack : Noooo~~~~ But it wasn't my fault~~~i need a LONGER phone~~

Moral of the story : Don't go for small small stuff,Get something LONGER...like the new LG Chocolate (BL40) =)

A longer phone, a longer relationship,
This is Why i Like it LONGER....how about you guys? ;)

2.49am

2010-01-18T02:49:00.003+08:00

It's 2.49 am,the soon-would-be my first day of schooling/uni-ing...

Sem break's officially over,
and all that happened in year 2009 are nothing but distant memories...
basically, to conclude my entire 2009,
it's kinda fun... =)
trips with family,
(hainam island, cameron & etc)
trips with classmates,
(gua tempurung, kellie's castle,genting,a visit to kluang & etc)
trips and activities with batangs,
(futsals, Genting trip, mamaks, beer parties, birthday "surprises")
getting my PiTiPiTiPu again,
pulled up my grades,
and best of all,i get to know you... ^^

and now, here comes 2010....
i hope this year, there will be lots and lots of good memories again... =)
to those feeling down,
stand up,and look up high...
there's a lifetime to find your true happiness,
why dwell on the past,when u can proceed to a happy future? =)
to those who are feeling happy,
continue to feel good... ^^
Have a good year~

*ran out of topics to say.... =(
goodbye and good nite pips.. =DD

p/s : my heart's beating, oh how much i wanna see you again..... =x
but i wonder,what do you think of me?

Selamat Pagi Dudes

2009-12-19T11:25:00.003+08:00

Well...it's very unlike me to wake up at 8-9am EVERYDAY,
and especially during HOLIDAYS!! XD
Well, as the saying goes, the early bird gets the worms eh? =P

My break officially started on 16th of December,
but due to some reasons,
i am still stuck in Kampar.
Got to lepak with friends abit,
lepak with you abit, ^^
GG abit. =D
But kinda tired of GG-ing dy.... T___Tv
practically a noob in dota...lolz...
hai gam lei kena pawn. =(

Well, i wonder what i will be doing during my holidays.
Work? don't seem to have enough time for me tho...
21 dec - 16 jan... not even a month,
i wonder who's gona hire me... XD
so guess that this holiday,
i am gona slack at home and kacau my hometown buddies... =D

Gonna ask permission from parents to go S'pore with classmates.
Never been to Singapore although it's kinda near my hometown...LOLZ
what a Johorean i am... =S
As for friends who i promised that i will be back soon,
sorry la (Especially Patricia)... =(
But i will make it up to you k? =D
Don't tell me u wana pat toh when I am back... XD
As for How Lee Poh, Welcome back to Malaysia.
Mavin, hope to see you soon. (don't go back so fast la...haha)
Budak MMU + KL( I am back for Futsal sessions!!and LIM TEH of coz...)

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(Up Up and Away, that's what freedom is!!)

Have a break,have a kitkat

2009-12-15T21:21:00.003+08:00

Arghh~~~
Finally it's the last day.
The last day to study hard,
and be prepared for tomorrow's exam.
I WILL NOT FAIL THIS SEM TOO!!!!!
Well,at least that's my goal. =)

Congratulations to my uncle too,
Got married with the gal he love,
and the suckiest thing is that i cant attend his wedding dinner. =x
FML indeed. =(
Well, tunggu abang/kakak aku kahwin la... XD
i guess that will be the next wedding dinner i will attend (family of course)

Back to exams,
stress are always there.
Arguments and squabbles never fail to find it's way
between good friends.
But as time pass,
or should i say, when exam ends,
I'm sure everyone will be fine again. =)

"Arguments or squabbles,
As time pass
look back together,
and laugh at them to your hearts' content.
Because it brings you closer
closer towards your friends"

Stay cool my friends. =)
take a chill pill,
and good luck in exams.

(neeeh neeeeh~~~stay cool k??)

A Wish Come True

2009-11-28T01:15:00.005+08:00

Felt really retarded/insane/brainless this sem....
Rocked hard,play hard, and do extreme stuffs like no tomorrow.
Few days ago,me and classmates went to Kellie's Castle.
And few hours ago (exactly at 9pm),
me and a fellow Housemate, Eugene Chew Weiliang,
decided to go Ipoh's/Medan Gopeng McDonald.

This is because KAMPAR doesn't have McDonalds... =(
Well, going Ipoh/Medan Gopeng McD sounds normal/boring to some guys.
But wait,it's normal IF we go by a car.
What transport me n gene took to go to McD is non other than......

Mah Red Scooter!!! XDDD
(the scooter above is not mine... ><)

Insane indeed.
Out of da blue, I suggested if we wanna go up McD using scooter.
Eugene agreed, and thus,we rempit.... =)
Took us around 50 minute to reach Medan Gopeng McD...
kinda fast because we thought that it will take us around 1 1/2 hours.
So it's kinda near after all... =DDD
the extreme part is the long stretch of road with no lamp post along the old road to Ipoh...
Really freaking dark.

And to add to the extremeness, the road is full of LORRIES and TRUCKS with huge
contena!!!! GG.com!!!
but overall, it's a once-in-a-lifetime experience... =)
a really nice experience indeed.
So peeps, MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!!!
(it's one of my many wishes to go McD using my scooter)

Picture of the Day :-
The 2 legendary heroes

(The Driver, Bryan Lim Beng Chun)

(The Passenger, Eugene Chew WeiLiang)

(He loves onion rings, especially long ones~)

(50 minutes of driving makes him hungry and barbaric)

(Prosperity Burger stucked to his teeth)

P/s : we found out that McD tasted totally different today... =)
be sure to wear jacket because it's cold at night... ^^v

I am Free

2009-11-26T01:37:00.008+08:00

Well, mid term is finally over!!!
which means,no assignments,no test...
but the bad news is,
FINALS is coming in 2-3 weeks time...
buummmerrrr... =(
and worst of all,
i cant attend my Uncle's WEDDING!!! T____Tv
screw UTAR.... ='(

Anyway, after Pengajian Malaysia's 2nd mid term test today,
me n mateys went to Ipoh to makan makan... =)
arrived at 11am,kinda super tired...
but the Fish Head Mee/Mee Hoon is awesome...
looks good,taste good... ^^v
no pictures tho...too busy eating... ><

After the makan makan session,
dengan super randomnya,
mateys mentioned about ghost and stuff...
and out of da blue,
someone suggested we go Kellie's Castle,
A castle renowned for it's creepiness....
Off to Batu Gajah Kellie's Castle we go.

Here's some pictures of Kellie's Castle if ya all don't know about it...

(Frontal view of Kellie's Castle)

(side view)

Errrmmm....to lazy to post up more pics (took to much)..
However, all the pics can be viewed in Facebook.

Last But Not Least,
With all those freaking exams and assignments over,

(I AM FINALLY FREE!!!)

You & Me

2009-11-17T15:29:00.005+08:00

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

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(= just thinking of you makes me hard to breathe,
you are indeed,
someone i can't keep my eyes off of.
how i wish someday,
it will really be just " You and Me" =)

Man Laws

2009-11-08T20:26:00.000+08:00

Man Laws - Latest from the International Council of Man Laws

1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella.

2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following Circumstances:

(a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master.
(b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her Blouse.
(c) After wrecking your boss's car.
(d) When she is using her teeth.

3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies.

4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours.

5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her.

6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable.

7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy's choice.

8: On a road trip, the strongest bladder determines pit stops, not the weakest.

9: When stumbling upon other guys watching a sporting event, you may ask the score of the game in progress, but you may never ask who's playing.

10: You may flatulate in front of a woman only after you have brought her to climax. If you trap her head under the covers for the purpose of flatulent entertainment, she's officially your girlfriend.

11: It is permissible to drink a fruity alcohol drink only when you're sunning on a tropical beach ... and it's delivered by a topless model and only when it's free.

12: Only in situations of moral and/or physical peril are you allowed to kick another guy in the nuts.

13: Unless you're in prison, never fight naked.

14: Friends don't let friends wear Speedos. Ever. Issue closed.

15: If a man's fly is down, that's his problem, you didn't see anything.

16: Women who claim they "love to watch sports" must be treated as spies until they demonstrate knowledge of the game and the ability to drink as much as the other sports watchers.

17: A man in the company of a hot, suggestively dressed woman must remain sober enough to fight.

18: Never hesitate to reach for the last beer or the last slice of pizza, but not both, that's just greedy.

19: If you compliment a guy on his six-pack, you'd better be talking about his choice of beer.

20: Never join your girlfriend or wife in discussing a friend of yours, except if she's withholding sex pending your response.

21: Phrases that may NOT be uttered to another man While lifting weights: a) Yeah, Ba-by, Push it! b) C'mon, give me one more! Harder! c) Another set and we can hit the showers!

22: Never talk to a man in a bathroom unless you are on equal footing: i.e., both urinating, both waiting In line, etc. For all other situations, an almost imperceptible nod is all the conversation you need.

23: Never allow a telephone conversation with a woman to go on longer than you are able to have sex with her. Keep a stopwatch by the phone. Hang up if necessary.

24: The morning after you and a girl who was formerly "just a friend" have carnal, drunken monkey sex, the fact that you're feeling weird and guilty is no reason for you not to nail each other again before the discussion occurs about what a big mistake it was.

25: It is acceptable for you to drive her car. It is not acceptable for her to drive yours.

26: Thou shalt not buy a car in the colors of brown, pink, lime green, orange or sky blue.

27: The girl who replies to the question "What do you want for Christmas?" with "If you loved me, you'd know what I want!" gets an Xbox. End of story.

28: There is no reason for guys to watch Ice Skating or Men's Gymnastics. Ever.

29: We've all heard about people having guts or balls. but do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition of each is listed below:
"GUTS" is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being assaulted by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to say, "are you still cleaning or are you flying somewhere?"
" BALLS" is coming home late after a night out with the guys smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the ass and having the balls to say, "You're next!"
I hope this clears up any confusion,
The International Council of Manlaws, Ltd.

It hurts me to see you in pain

2009-11-04T02:13:00.003+08:00

What hurts more than anything,
is that seeing someone special to you suffering,
but you can't do anything to soothe his/her pain.

Hope everything will be alright tomorrow.
*prays hard*

If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you.

Hello Bloggy (Day 8)

2009-10-05T23:11:00.004+08:00

It seems like it's been a week since my last update.
Currently busy like pupu.
Yeah it's holiday,
but i still have to work. T___Tv
Didn't really enjoy the work.
Bores me to death.
Guess what i do in the office?
Filing jobs,stamping and more boring jobs.
Well,kinda glad i have something to do during the holidays.
No Pain No Gain.
At least i earn myself some income.
Gona save some and spend some when mateys come down Muar to jalan jalan cari makan. =DD

Nothing much happened last week.
Bro came back, kah zen (ting Li & w3iyi) came back.
Went to have my hair cut (it had been 3 months since i last had my hair cut... XD panjang and curly macam singa bababangalimantanasaur...)
at least my hair is much neater now. (^^)v

(before)

but tarak after.... o_0

here's 2 more picture of my office where they celebrated one of the staff's burthday. =D

(birthday gal/lady in black)

(tamak ni~~busy cutting cake jer~)

well...tat's all for 2day...Janeh~ =D

Hello Bloggy (Day 1)

2009-09-27T23:15:00.002+08:00

Lolz…it’s been such a long time since my last post…maybe about 2-3 months back? ><

it’s hard to believe that it’s been such a long time since the accident.
but somehow,i m kinda glad i had this accident.
or i won’t get to know a special someone…. =D
sdnly had the urge to blog…
well maybe it’s because i had nothing much to do back here.
Forget to mention that it’s my sem break!!! WOOOT
well…at least it’s day 1 of my sem break.
Overall,this sem is kinda awesome,in some ways.

Went to lots of trips (ipoh, gua tempurung).
get to know lots of friends,
formatted my lappy to the infamous windows se7en,
and banyak banyak lagi… =D
and of course there’s bad stuff as well…but don’t feel like mentioning it… XD well…will blog again in a few days time i hope… ^^
have fun~~

De Ja Vu

2009-07-11T19:29:00.003+08:00

Everything seems to be normal yesterday,
took my MIS (Managing Information System)...
not only that everything seemed to be normal,
everything seems kinda perfect....
can answer most of the answers,
about to rain during exam but it didn't.
Even planned to go KFC makan makan with classmateys.

Excitedly,balik style rambut abit...
at around 7pm,
straight broom broom out to Tesco Kampar to makan KFC with my uber red scooter.. =D
everything went on smoothly,
but not until i reach the so called "deadly junction" with the stupid Daulat Tuanku sign...
The moment i got near the place,
i suddenly had a feeling that,
i seriously will fall of from my motor.
It's kinda weird...
it's like i can already feel that it will happen,
it's only a matter of time... ><
and so,it did happen...
thanks to a white kancil in front of me who braked abruptly,
i braked as well...
since the area was full of sands,
jahanamlah aku...
the whole motor started to skid...
all i can do was to control the bike to skid towards the grassy area,
then i fell off the bike...
injured my right hand,knee and shoulder (only some minor scratches)
well...lesson of da day : Never drive to near to kancils...

A little too not over you

2009-07-03T21:09:00.002+08:00

Oohhhh oh, oh

It never crossed my mind at all
It's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on
Sometimes I try to hide it
What I feel inside it
And I turn around,
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, oohhh
__________________________________________________________

another nice song for the all the heartbroken out there.... d(>_<)b
you guys are not alone..... @_@

Randomized

2009-07-03T02:37:00.003+08:00

Sometimes,i wish i could just go somewhere far from here...
Be it Antarctica,or matamata...
---------------------------------------------------------------

Didn't sleep the whole night yesterday...
Went to Wei Sheang's bbq party and it's kinda fun... =)
reached home at 4am,and dragonica-ed the whole night... XD
kinda pissed off because i wanna get a battlemage,
but ended up being an acolyte due to my slumberness... =="
head for assignment meetings at sue yee's house...
well,as usual i m the late 1... =(
discussed quite a lot during the meeting...
nearly dozed off during the meeting but lucky i managed to grab some toothpicks
and hold my eyes wide open with it... XD (yeah i know,lame joke...)
Discussed till 12.30pm,we go makan makan pupu pupu...
really had fun chatting with my mateys...
one of our topic is about gf/bf relationships....lolz...

till now,seriously i kinda envied those in a relationship...
seeing couples holding hands,practically doing everything together,
i miss those feelings...
it's true i have friends to talk to and they cared about me...
but still,it's a different feeling if compared to friendships...
hmmm...the feeling of being in a relationship...
how i wish i can have it now... ><

seems like dragonica-ing will be the best option for me now... =P
and again i will hug my beloved c902 to sleep just like any other nights... XD
kesian la takda orang teman tidur....

Love Story meets Viva La Vida

2009-06-26T02:20:00.004+08:00

Ever think what will happen if you mix "Love Story" by Taylor Swift and "Viva La Vida" by Cold Play into one? Check out below :-

waaallllaaaaahhhh~~~
u get a truly awesome piece.... =)

Police do care

2009-06-22T23:59:00.005+08:00

Thanks to the stupid thief,
i missed all my class today...
and i have to go to the police station to lodge a report....
Took me at least 1-2 hours to complete the report...
first of all, a written statement of what happen after i realized my phone was missing was taken down by a female cop...
took my IC, asked me a few questions, and even asked me if i suspect who is it....
duh...like i know...
and after they completed taking down all the statement,
waaaallllaaaahhh~~~
they printed it out...
and asked me if i wanted the report which will cost me rm2.....
tembak sajalah,so i bought it.... =\

i thought that everything's settled,
but to my surprise,
one of the Sargent in the room made a phone call to an Inspector named Mimi(what a funny name for an inspector... XD)
then they told me to report it again to Inspector Mimi...
the purpose,i don't know....
but maybe it's part of a process so that they can call some cops to secure the area.... =)

then,before i leave, she told me "eh,nanti sekejap ya....lepas uncle ini buat report, kamu ikut saya pergi rumah kamu ambil gambar tempat kejadian"
lolx.....i stunned for a few seconds before replying her "ok"...
i never know that after lodging a report,pictures of the crime scene need to be taken....
just for a Sony Ericson K750I phone....damn bangga la my phone....
it's like something really important had been stolen... XD
then a cop come to snap some pics of my house,
and even showed me that my main gate is really easy to open(he did it in 2 sec....WTF)
well...this is the first time i have the feeling that police really cares about our welfare...
imagine,for a cheap handphone (K750I),
they were willing to make an effort to write some uber long report and come to my house to snap some pics....

kudos to Inspector Mimi and Sargent-entah-apa-nama, the Female-cop and Camera guy... =)

sigh...seems like i need to buy more locks and chains to protect my stuff from being burglarized... ><

May My Phone rest in peace..... T__Tv
so u guys might not be able to contact me for this 2 to 3 days.... =\
number will remain the same... =)
Sorry guys and gals who tried to contact me but failed.... ><

Bounty Hunter in the house

2009-06-22T08:49:00.004+08:00

Wtf....seriously i never imagine something so mysterious will happen....
Slept at 3am after yum cha session with my kampar gang,
connect my phone to the charger,
set my alarm,
and off to dreamland wanabe almost immediately....
Everything seems kinda normal...
But not until i woke up at 7.55am...
When i woke up, i thought i just simply overslept...
but wait,
i noticed my charger was facing to a pile of bags piled up beside the window...
i seriously thought that i was so tired and ended up throwing my phone there when the alarm rang...
and so the hunt began...
i hunted high and low,
totally ransacking my entire house,
even the toilet,and the back alley of my house...
my phone's missing!!! WTF
it was there like,uhmmm, 5 hours ago and now,
it mysteriously vanished..... =="
my phone was placed beside my bed,near my legs,in my room...!
it's really difficult to notice...
but amazingly,
the thief managed to steal my handphone without waking me up....
truly awesome!!!!
i really salute u....
so here's a present for you thief s out there.... fuck chiu.... t(=="t)
now i have to live without a phone for the next 2-3 days...sigh...
gonna report to mata-matas/mematas later.... =\
will apply back the same number if possible and ASAP....

Short/Long post/grunts

2009-06-12T19:33:00.003+08:00

You guys ever have the feeling,
whenever you get closer to something,
suddenly, you are kicked down yet to the ground.

It's like you climbed up to the very peak of a mountain,
and at the very moment you reached the peak,
the rainbow disappeared right before your eyes.
You gave up and started to walk down again,
and when u started walking down,
the rainbow reappeared,
and again you chased after it,
and it disappeared yet again when you reach the peak.
Frustrating isn't it?

Since my last post,
Many things happened.
First of all, on 30th May 2009,
i took a trip to Hai Nam Island with my family.
Pretty much enjoyed the 5 days 4 nights trip. =)
Pictures had been uploaded to my Facebook account.
Kinda lazy to upload all those pics here.... XD

Currently, i am at Kampar,
studying like a biatch.
This is only the end of the second week,
and now i have to prepare for the assignments which suppose to due on....9 or 10th week? wtf
really FML.... =="

Another problem i m facing is...........
i m "haunted" by a girl.... =="
This problem started when my so called good classmate use my mobile to call her for one stupid reason,
that is to check out who she was.
Since i have a postpaid line,
i borrowed.
and he made the call.
no one answered at first.
then my friend gave up.
about 10 minutes later,
we received her first message.
"Who are u??"
then now,she practically haunts me everyday.
spamming questions like "what are you doing","are you free today?"
is like, WTF, i don't even know you,and i seriously doesn't remember giving her my name...

in conclusion, she is a despo with -WTF mode switched on, all thanks to my good classmate.

A Birthday

2009-05-29T04:44:00.002+08:00

After one year of waiting,
here's the end of my Birthday for year 2009....
gosh i m 20 now...hit the 2 digit.... T__Tv
there's nothing special this year....
the same old routine where friends and families donated their few cents to their operators to wish me a Happy B'day at 12am sharp.... ^^
Surprisingly,there's alot people wishing me...
MSN,Facebook and mobile....
really appreciate all of the wishes...
thnx guys/gals....u guys/gals are numba 1....@@

as i said, nothing much happened during my b'day...
got my hair cut this evening at Buddy, (omg i m half bald now... XD)
then slacked at home till night time where i joined my kaki futsal for a game... =D
then pergi yum cha dengan penuh bangganya... ^^
but i ditched my friends for about 20 minutes to get my pressie from Janice...
thanks Janice for the sweet present....my one and only present i get this year... ^^
tho simple, but it's sincere and creative....
gonna treasure it...hehe...
will eat the cake tomorrow... =)

Mum asked me if i wanted a cheese cake...
but i declined...
i don't know why,
maybe because she is busy that's why i declined... @@
don't want her to run here and there...
anyway,gonna thanks her for bringing me up...
nurturing me into what i am now,
constantly taking care of me...
i know i worry both mum and dad quite often but don't worry,
i will take care of my body.... =)

Well then...here marks the end of 28/05/2009!
I wonder what will happen when 28/05/2010 arrives....
leave it to fate i guess.... ^^
Have a goodnight!!
Sweet Dreams!!

P/S : I hope that my wish will come true.....

Finally,i m back

2009-05-13T21:17:00.003+08:00

Just like the title above,
i am finally back home...
Home sweet home...
the smell of the bed is indeed different... XD
drove all the way home from kampar...
took me 5 long hours.... T__T
when i got home,took my dinner with parents,
then onlined for a couple of hours....
but felt to tired then fall asleep at exactly 12am i think...
hehe...how healthy i am eh?? XP

Well,it's sure a good thing that exam's finally OVER~!!!!
but the bad thing about holiday is that what the heck la,
utar holiday different from other colleges,universities..... =(
when we holiday, my friends taking exam...
when they holiday,we started going back to school dy...
totally different la wtfbbq.... zZzZz
but nevermind,
hope i can still meet them this Sunday,
then FUTSAL OWNING TIME!!!wahahahaha...

Hmmm....a PSP or a new mobile?
mum and dad said that my phone is still functional and all i need is the functions (which is making calls and sms-ing),i pretty much don't need a new phone...
ahh the dilemma... XD
but i prefer getting a PSP myself too.... =D

As Good as Dead

2009-05-05T15:01:00.004+08:00

Well....back to back exam really is sickening,tiring and worst of all,deadly!!
Two extreme test took place in the past few days.
On Monday,it's Quantitative Techniques 2 (is like add maths,but way tougher) and today (Tuesday), Economics (Super extreme graphs and theories to study).... =\
Hope i won't flunk those two. A 40/100 marks is already enough....
Hope i am lucky enough.
Maybe i am today.... =D
Wrote the wrong answer at first for Econs(maybe out of overconfidence)
But in the end, a second before time's up,
i managed to change the answer....
wee....
Amithaba...may the god bless my shattered soul.

Gonna rest after blogging. Been staying awake for more than 14-15 hours.
7 more hours and it will be 24.
GiiGii-ed for awhile,
managed to pawn.... XD
I love the smell of victory,
especially after a tiring war.... =D

Well....my brain's dried up to the max.
Gona head to bed/sofa/cushion now (i am at my friend's home now due to certain reason which i am lazy to explain)
Have a good nap geeks.... ;)

Picture of the day

(Pure OWNAGE wtfbbqzomg)
Bless my Shattered Soul

Busy Busy week

2009-04-29T17:45:00.003+08:00

Finally,after days or maybe a week,i have some free time to blog...
not because i played to much dota or slacking,
but constant studying day and night for nearly a week.
and yesterday night was one of those days where i cant sleep even if i wanted to,
because i needed to burn the midnight oil just to study for my Business Accounting i failed the last sem.... =\
and guess what....i need to stay awake yet again to study OHR tonight (OHR paper is tomorrow wtfbbq @#$%^&*)
well,lets forget about exams first.... XD

yesterday was a special day not because i stayed up the whole night studying,but it's my mum's b'day.... =)
every year,i will be at home celebrating her birthday together....
but this year,due to the freaking exam,i cant go home...
so instead,i gave her a surprise...
i played her a b'day song using my good old,slightly out of tune,20 year old Yamaha guitar.... =D
and what's her first response after hearing it?
she asked "wah,nice...u record 1 are??" =="
LOLZ....then i told her , "no,it's LIVE"
then she goes , "oh oh,wah...very touched eh" XD
damn cute la my mother....

well...short post it might seem,
but that's all for now...
will blog again hopefully in a few days time... =)

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The Remedy by Jason Mraz

p/s : If u gots the poison,i got the remedy.... =D

Starting With A Yawnzzz

2009-04-21T14:32:00.003+08:00

Yawnz.....
Slacked for 2-3 days....
non-stop constant dota-ing.... =S
and guess what?? Final Exam starts in a week time... T__Tv

Haven really start my revision...
kept promising myself that i will start soon but seems like it's useless...
I NEED MOTIVATION!!!!and something to STIMULATE MY BRAIN CELLS!!!
seriously my brain's as good as dead... =\

well...at least i had a good rest yesterday.... =D
finally,for the first time after weeks of non-stop hot,scorching weather,
it finally rained!!God love us kamparian after all.... XD
sigh...how i wish i could cuddle in bed and hugs someone close to me (if i have one) and sleep...
should be a nice feeling.... =P

well....gonna go STIMULATE~~~~MY~~~~BRAIN~~~~~
maybe 1000000 volts of pure electricity will do.... =D
jolt em back to life.....
see ya folks!!

(JOLT EM BACK TO LIFE!!!!!!BZZZTTT)

Retard

2009-04-14T23:16:00.006+08:00

Sometimes i do retard things....
and often,i suffer the most terrible consequences you guys can ever imagine.... =="
Just like today,
i knew it is gonna rain but i insisted on pumping my motor's tyre and gas....
i forget that the there's something wrong with the front tyre so it took me 20 minutes to pump just 1 single tyre...imagine that...and i pumped it under the freaking rain.... =="
when i got home,i m drenched from head to toe...shouldn't suppose to be like this but heck,
i really cant stop being a retard....

slept at 2++ 3am yesterday,and woke up at 7++am...
well,at least i am still adopting the "sleep early,wake up early" habit.... XP
tho felt a lil sleepy,but i don't know why i just cant fall asleep....geez...
so onlined the whole morning,then go to class at 11am...
when i got back home at 4pm,i am totally wasted and exhausted and drenched...
took a bath,straight to bed till 9pm....wtf....till now i haven had dinner yet... =(

another reason for me being titled as a retard is that sometimes i just cant control my freaking emotions...
all i care is my feelings, my benefits, what i want without considering what other feelings are...
hope that someone can slap me hard on the face and piss on me,whatever the fuck the wanna do..... =="

sigh...i disgust myself....just wanna say sorry to those feeling pressured or whatsoever negative feelings i gave....

edits: a touching video

Yawnerzzzz.... =x

2009-04-13T02:14:00.008+08:00

I m freaking tired!!!!

Stayed up all night,
To catch Eugene's basketball match at 10am... ><
Instead of studying,we kinda dota-ed and do nothing tiz weekend...@@
Luckily i studied a lil on my own.... =D
Law and other subs....gg lo...haven study yet...haiz....

Lack of sleep lately...
Overstress maybe??i hope not...i just wanna have some decent sleep... T__Tv
Various incidents gushing towards me...(like tidehunter's gush...broom!!! >< )
Example = final exams,love,health n many more...=\

Yet,i think i still can cope up....hope so la...
Or else really kantoi...failed accounts last sem dy...if fail smmr,no nd proceed to sem 2...so,
Until final exam's over,i will continue to work hard!!! ROAR!!!

If i have a chance,
I will tell her 3 words,
I Love You,
If i must set a time limit,
I wish it will be 10000 years.

(romantic eh??just wanted to share... =D Quoted from A Chinese Odyssey 2 by Stephen Chow)

1,2,3,4 Plain White T's

2009-04-10T22:52:00.009+08:00

1-2-1-2-3-4

Give me more loving than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feeling sad
Tell me I'm special even when I know I'm not
Make it feel good when it hurts so bad
Barely get mad
I'm so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy

It's as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There's only
ONE thing (one)
TWO do (two)
THREE words (three)
FOUR you... (four)
(I love you) I love you
There's only
ONE way (one)
TWO say (two)
Those THREE words (three)
And that's what I'll do... (four)
(I love you) I love you

Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make it feel good when it hurts so bad
The best that I've had
And I'm so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy

It's as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There's only
ONE thing (one)
TWO do (two)
THREE words (three)
FOUR you... (four)
(I love you) I love you
There's only
ONE way (one)
TWO say (two)
Those THREE words (three)
And that's what I'll do... (four)
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you

You make it easy
It's as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There's only
ONE thing
TWO do
THREE words
FOUR you...
(I love you) I love you
There's only
ONE way
TWO say
Those THREE words
And that's what I'll do...
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you
______________________________________

a sweet song indeed.... =D
i am gona master this song....
so i can play it next time....
to someone special to me of course... XD

A trip to EEpoHH aka Ipoh

2009-04-09T01:17:00.008+08:00

Guess what....after claz ends at 3.30am, went back and took a bath,
then off we (me and my classmateys : xue jun, siang chin, chee sing, zhi sheng, and hui yee) went to eepohh to buy our Law Acts....
unblivable but true, we are a bunch of hardworking kids.... XD
since kampar have limited resources on their books,
we decided to hunt 'em in eepohh...
but to bad, all the Law Acts were sold out like ham sandwiches in Utar Cafeteria... =S
but i got to buy the Contract Act book in Jusco MPH so it's not a wasted trip... =D
since there's no book to buy, we treated ourselves to a game of bowling...
woot...bowling rox my booties....it's been a long time since i had a decent game of bowling...
bim bam boosh....the only game i can throw a ball hard and smash something up.... XD

since there's 6 person,we divided in 2 group....
in the end, we ended up with a draw.... =(
nevermind, we will challenge them again in the near future.... ROAR!!!
taste my wrath!! burn 9 u guys with consecutive strikes next time.... =D
then go makan nga choi kai (taugeh chicken)...
(no pictures were taken....we camwhored abit but not much picture with me... =\ )

then headed to Ipoh Parade for a movie...
but sadly the movie available is only Ayan...
a Hisdutan movie....
damn potong stim la...
so we decided to go McD makan makan lepak lepak hisap hisap baring baring.... XD
(will upload the pics soon...kinda lazy to do it now)
and then kita balik rumah.... =)

Overall, i had a great time today...
Maybe today is my lucky day (although i didn't wear any red undies...haha)

Edit : As Promised,here's my pictures.... =D

(Beachboys?? XD )

(din noe i have such broad shoulders from behind.... o_O )

(Yo,beachboys in action... =D )

(tak beli dari padini,but still dare to take pics in front of da shop... XD )

(it's not that i wana camwhore,he forced me too.... =x )
(he finally succeeded in persuading me)
(since ady camwhore,camwhore till the end... XD )

P/s : It's nice to be able to communicate like today... =)

______________________________________________

"If it's a dream,
i don't wana wake up...
for if i wake up,
i m afraid i will lose everything
so even if i m sleeping to dream
just let me be,
let me be,
just this once...
because at least in my dream,
i still have u by my side"

A Sleepy Yet Sleepless Night

2009-04-07T12:46:00.005+08:00

Ish Ish....yet another night that i cant sleep....sigh...
felt extremely tired,but seriously,i cant sleep yesterday...
and it was raining outside (was at my fren hz)
so have to stay at their house till the rain stop....
tossed here tossed there on the sofa,
but i am still wide awake....
heart beat was kinda fast,
maybe that's why i cant sleep... XD

so decided not to sleep anymore in case i miss my QT2 class which starts at 11am...
watch a movie of Stephen Chow (A Chinese Odyssey 1 & 2)...
finally the rain stopped,
my friend phoned and ask me if i wana have breakfast (by the time,it's already 8am)
so i agreed...
go back,mandi, prepare,then straight go out eat breakfast...
Nearly died in class due to exhaustion...
but still manage to drive home using the sloppy way... +_+
so bye folks...gona sleep now...
or else kantoi....
maybe i will ponteng Accounts class later...hmm....
lets see 1st la... XD
bye and nitez.... =)

"I m an invisible guy,
forever supporting you by your side"

Back to Hometown Report

2009-03-31T01:41:00.005+08:00

Here i m,back from Muar.... T__Tv
maybe i will be back after taking my finals,which might be a month later... =\
damn boring once i got back Kampar.... =(

well..didn't have the chance to have futsal with kakis...
sorry neo...ter-FFK because i went out for dinner at Sabak Awor Ikan Bakar....
and i was the one asking him if there is any futsal this week... ><
SABAK AWOR SUCKS IN THEIR SERVICE!!!
and they wana overcharge my family...
imagine 2 plate of kangkung for RM30?!?!! WTF!!!!
i can grow fat just by eating RM30 worth of kangkung weh or better,
eat till i puke....F them... =="
so i will never be going back there....
(unless my family wanted too... =P )

and on Sunday,went to ancestral graves to pray....
Because it is Ching Ming....
woke up at 6am....@@
bath and prepare,then went out at 7am++...
sadly,didn't capture any picture tho...
seriously,how many people will take pictures when they are going to graves to pray... XD

then had lunch at "Pah Thang" or "Pah Tong"....
Makan IKAN ASAM PEDAS....woots...
totally wonderlicious if u ask.... XD

basically,i had a great time being back home...
seriously,nothing feels as sweet as being at home....
all the home made meal,the love of a family...
totally throws my bad mood away... =D

thnx to bro who fetch me up and down...
can save up to rm30 of travel expences....
and enjoy the air-cond...haha...
well...at least i accompany him throughout the journey...
or else he might be tired driving back alone... XD
see,such a good brother i am eh?? ;)
that concludes my "Back to Hometown" report... ;)
adioz and have a good nite guyz.... ^^

Picture of the Week:
(2 Pictures of Sunrise before reaching the graveyard)

Super Dom Dom The Random

2009-03-26T06:36:00.003+08:00

Life's boring lately.....
Nothing much happen this few days....
The only major thing is that i had a haircut,and i m freaking half bald now...LOLZ...
well,now that my hair is already half bald,
let's turn over a new leaf?? XD
(i won't put up new pictures for now....hahahaha...)

Installed The Last Remnant into my comp,
sad to say that my graphic card (GMA X3100) cant support it...
i still can play it,but it's kinda laggy....
battle system is kinda unique tho... T_Tv
it's a nice game basically.... =(
Intel Graphic card just sux ass.... =S
cant even run a game decently...sigh...

Anyway,gona go back for Ching Ming this week....
at least i get to go back... =D
that means futsal sessions friends.... woot!!!
and also get to see my family....
wanna da pao manyak manyak food back kampar so i can slowly enjoy em....
then i won't miss muar's food that much... XD

btw,ang the party animal,the joker, the rounded came up to kampar for a visit for a least a week... lolz
attended lecture this morning (Law lecture) and he is damn high... o_0
surprisingly,he jotted down notes for that lecture....LOLZ....
he is just damn crazy... XD

well...that's all for now i guess....
sudah mau pengsan because now's 6.51 am... =S

p/s: AHHHH~~~i hope my life will be much more interesting.... =="
hope i will meet something BIG BIG!!!!
as big as Jerry the Big Nigga(bro's kaki dota in KL)... XD
be it kena toto(my family of coz...me no buy toto),new game where i can pawn 24hours, or getting into a relationship(LOLZ...who knows right?but i think it is impossible la)...
then i will die/live a happy man.... =)

张震岳 - 小宇 (Zhang Zhen Yue - Xiao Yu)

2009-03-24T01:12:00.005+08:00

总有些惊奇的际遇　比方说当我遇见你
zong you xie jing qi de ji yu / bi fang shuo dang wo yu jian ni

你那双温柔剔透的眼睛　出现在我梦里
ni na shuang wen rou ti tou de yan jing / chu xian zai wo meng li

我的爱就像一片云　在你的天空无处停
wo de ai jiu xiang yi pian yun / zai ni de tian kong wu chu ting

多渴望化成阵阵的小雨　滋润你心中的土地
duo ke wang hua cheng zhen zhen de xiao yu / zi run ni xin zhong de tu di

-
There are always some surprising turns in life, for example when I met you
Your pair of clear gentle eyes appeared in my dream
My love is just like a cloud that has nowhere to stay in your sky
How I long to melt into periods of light rain to moisten the soil of your heart

不管未来会怎么样　至少我们现在很开心
bu guan wei lai hui zen mo yang / zhi shao wo men xian zai hen kai xin

不管结局会怎么样　至少想念的人是你
bu guan jie ju hui zen me yang / zhi shao xiang nian de ren shi ni

我不会把它当作游戏　因为我真心对你
wo bu hui ba ta dang zuo you xi / yin wei wo zhen xin dui ni

-
No matter what the future turns out to be, at least we're very happy right now
No matter what the outcome turns out to be, at least the person I miss is you
I won't treat it as a game, because I'm sincere towards you

总有些话是不能提　怕你会掉入选择题
zong you xie hua shi bu neng ti / pa ni hui diao ru xuan ze ti

我把情感自私的那一面　隐藏在黑夜里
wo ba qing gan zi si de na yi mian / yin cang zai hei ye li

我的爱就像一片舟　在你的心湖无处停
wo de ai jiu xiang yi pian zhou / zai ni de xin hu wu chu ting

寻寻觅觅一个美丽的港湾　希望不再流浪漂荡
xun xun mi mi yi ge mei li de gang wan / xi wang bu zai liu lang piao dang

-
There are always things I shouldn't mention, for fear that you'll fall into a difficult choice
I keep the selfish side of my feelings hidden in the dark
My love is just like a boat that has nowhere to anchor in your heart's lake
Searching for a beautiful harbor, hoping to end to its vagrant drifting

我不管未来会怎么样　至少我们现在很开心
wo bu guan wei lai hui zen me yang / zhi shao wo men xian zai hen kai xin

我不管结局会怎么样　至少想念的人是你
wo bu guan jie ju hui zen me yang / zhi shao xiang nian de ren shi ni

我不管未来会怎么样　但我每天都想见到你
wo bu guan wei lai hui zen me yang / dan wo mei tian dou xiang jian dao ni

我不管结局会怎么样　我想真的跟你在一起
wo bu guan jie ju hui zen me yang / wo xiang zhen de gen ni zai yi qi

-
I don't care what the future turns out to be, at least we're very happy right now
I don't care what the outcome turns out to be, at least the person I miss is you
I don't care what the future turns out to be, but I want to see you everyday
I don't care what the outcome turns out to be, I just really want to be with you

如果你还是没法相信　真的没关系　我会安静的离去
ru guo ni hai shi mei fa xiang xin / zhen de mei guan xi / wo hui an jing de li qu

-
If there's still no way for you to believe me, it's really okay, I'll quietly leave

(lyric by Pin Yin Orchestral)

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quite a meaningful song....thnx to bro who publish this song on facebook... XD
Everybody who is here,
i wish u guys will find the one special to u... =)
Have a sweet nite.... ^^

A boring post

2009-03-23T05:06:00.005+08:00

here comes the boring days...
practically nothing to do during the weekends...
just me and a bunch of crazy friends playing football,basketball everyday...
healthy eh? XD
but weather is freakishly hot....
so sometimes,playing sports everyday is not such a good thing at all... =(

sigh...cant sleep at all...
and seriously,it's 5am in the morning now... T__Tv
it's pure torture...
unable to sleep when i'm sleepy....
maybe due to the weather,
or maybe due to my mood.
ARGHHHH~~!!!!

hope there's something i which can divert my attention right now....
then i wouldn't need to think so much, worry so much,
and most importantly,
i can focus onto something so that i won't be so BORING!!! =(

but i am going back this week... =D
at least i can eat some home meals...
i miss mum's and granny's cooking.... (T^T)
miss my bed,
miss me futbsal kaki's (hope my leg will be fine next week..kinda twisted my ankle... ><)
and i miss my family.... =)
gonna see them real soon.
woot~~~

Good luck And Nitez for now... ;)

(maybe not gonna sleep....gonna dota and check my ptptn documents to make sure they are correct...then boom babeh, RM 40k will be mine.... WOOT!! ^o^v)

(seems like i really enjoy watching the stars.... =D)

Tagged by Karen Da Housemate

2009-03-20T21:05:00.003+08:00

Rules:It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Bryan/Beng Chun

2. A four Letter Word: Butt

3. A boy's Name: Barney

4. A girl's Name: Bailey

5. An occupation: BellBoy

6. A color: Brown,Black

7.Something you'll wear: Belt/Bra(i wouldn't wear it tho... =S)

8. Food: Banana

9. Something found in the bathroom: Brush

10.A name of a place : Banana Island

11.A reason for being late: Bus Explode

12. Something you'd shout: BLOODY FOOL!!

13. A movie title: BrokeBack Mountain~~ XD

14. Something you drink: Banana Juice

15. A musical group : BLINK 182 (WOOT)

16. An animal: BEar BEar

17.A street name: Jalan Batu Tiga Subang(googled it... XD)

18. A type of car: BMW (Dick it suckas.. XD)

19. The title of a song: Butterfly - Jason MRaz

Moral story for this tag : i'm gona do things which are BIG with my name.... =D

All the Small Things

2009-03-20T04:07:00.001+08:00

this is what made my day.... =D
__________________________________

All the, small things
True care, truth brings
I'll take, one lift
Your ride, best trip

Always, I know
You'll be at my show
Watching, waiting, commiserating

Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Na, Na.......

Late night, come home
Work sucks, I know
She left me roses by the stairs
Surprises let me know she cares

Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Na, Na......

Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still I'll be your thrill, the night will go on, my little
redmill
Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill, the night will go on, the night will
go on, my little redmill

Starry Starry Nites

2009-03-19T15:54:00.005+08:00

"Under those shining stars i pray,
we will be together, forever
we will shine brightly,
a star that never dies"

2 years ago,
a guy made this vow.
Never did he knew,
he was someone's knight in shining armor.
Friends and families knew
they will not last.
But he ignored them,
and continued on.

"No matter what happens,
i am always by your side,
Looking over you,
Like the stars at night"

One year ago,
this guy made another vow.
He will rather sacrifice his life,
then to let her suffer.
If she is happy,
the guy will endure it.
he is a guy,
who live just to see her smiles.

"I am like an angel,
with his wings robbed off.
A fallen angel
who cant return to the stars he love most."

A few months ago,
this guy broke up with his love one.
Crumbled to ground,
shattered to bits.
Remembering the past only hurts him more.
He tried to forget,
did he succeed?
Maybe 50/50.
maybe 70/30.
who knows?
but one thing's for sure,
he is still struggling.
Till the day he find his wings back,
he will continue to live on.

"I will still look at the stars,
i will still think of the past.
Moving on will be tough,
but i will not give up"

It's All Freaking Hot

2009-03-17T22:07:00.004+08:00

Today is damn hot

Went play basketball with friends

under the freaking hot sun

finish playing at around 4.45pm

and since today is hot

we decided to go for a swim

while we are enjoying ourselves

my friend,with his gf , keep getting 'hot hot'

not only that,

the gals in the swimming pools are damn hot

wear till super hot some more.

At night,

i ate a plate of hot mee goreng

along with a glass of hot Milo

Ah-neh messed up my order

fried 2 plates instead

making me damn hot

so have to bungkus 1 back

but lucky friend say he want

so gave the hot mee to him

and now,

i am waiting for the water to get hot (to boil)

and my room is freaking hot!!!!

so in conclusion,

today is freaking hot... =="

the end

thnx for viewing,

my hot friends....

One Crazy Day.... =="

2009-03-15T05:02:00.003+08:00

Phew....finally mid term is over....
at least now i can relax a little...
for a week or two maybe...
then i will be real busy again.... =\
the final 2 paper today is QT2 and Econs...
kinda screwed up in those papers actually.... ><
serve me right for studying last minute... =(
did not sleep the whole night....
ended up cooking 2 eggs for breakfast.... XD
i don't have pictures of the egg but i can assure you they were perfect... =P
but the utensils ended up....erm.....
check it out urself....

(since there's no wok i have to use this steel bowl instead... v(><)v)

ended up i have to scrub them hard so that the stains will go off.... =\
there u go,the pictures of da day...
gotta rest now...hehe...
nightz... ;)

Appreciate em~~

2009-03-14T03:55:00.003+08:00

"Humans are fragile"
These are the words i hear lately....

"regrets,memories"
i hear them too often,and i am a victim of those words myself....

When something happens,that's the time where we humans starts to appreciate...
Recently a Utarian from the same campus passed away along with her bf...
Leaving only her footsteps in the heart of her friends.
Beautiful memories, sad memories,
that's what she left behind...
but she's gone...forever from mother earth...
to somewhere foreign to us humans...

a cousin of mine broke up recently...
they only lasted a few months...
her holiday ended up as a disaster...
she was horrified,she was in shambles,
she cried herself to sleep...
she lost her appetite...
tragically,
she lost herself...
at first she turned down advices...
of cause,because she needed time...
and as time passed by,
she recovered...
and she told me,
those little bits of memories,
actually carve a smile on her face once in a while...

yet again,usually,
humans appreciate only when we lost something...
i made this gravely mistake once..
i hope it will never happen again...
now although i am in a lil bit of a harsh situation (not due to exams or uni stuff)
i am appreciating my surroundings more...
my friends, my housemates,my family...
every little time i have...
i will make the best out of it....

it hurts to see friends and family lost something,
the suffering they are going through....
live life to the max...
and appreciate every moment of it....
because you will never know what might happen in the future....

to my family....
sorry for making u guys worried...
will try to take good care of myself...
love ya guys.... =)

New Look!!!

2009-03-13T00:39:00.002+08:00

phew...took me hours to complete this new template... =\
changed to this template because i got bored with the old one... XD
seems to me it's kinda simple....
but i miss the snowflakes.... T__T
will try adding back the snowflakes again if i have the time...
hope u guys like it.... =D

Bad News

2009-03-12T00:50:00.000+08:00

Occasionally, everyone will receive some bad news, be it a small case, or a disastrous 1...
but i am different...
never ending bad news seems to pour out of nowhere...sigh....
one comes after another...wonder how long can i take it...
worst of all,the bad news is from bad to worst... =S
hope i can cope up with it...
it's not thati am gonna whine like a gal and give up...
it's just that sometimes, it stress us out....
ahhh....damn i hate it!!!!

good luck to those taking SPM result tomorrow....
G-nitez everyone~~
(==")

Yawnz

2009-03-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

Sigh....here i am,back at kampar....
still misses Muar badly tho... =S
Totally grateful to Chia Hui for fetching me down and back...
because taking bus down from kampar to muar especially on special occasion is a pain in da neck... =\

well...during the 3 day stay in muar, i still had my enjoyable moments too... =)
futsal with kakis kakis sekalian, yam cha session where we crapped the ass out of us, and most importantly,the time spent with my family (grandma's yong tau fu numba 1 weh!!!).... =D
and now,i am back in kampar...and the 1st thing i did after i reach home is sleep.... o_0
don't blame me,to tired...lolz...

slept around 4am yesterday and wake up at 9am...had breakfast with mum and dad then went to see sinseh,singseh,singhseh, watever the hell you spell them.... XD
gonna rest early tonight so might sleep after a couple hours of onlining and also to wait for the water to cool down... =)

Anyway, good luck to those taking STPM result tomorrow and also to those taking SPM....
might kacau those who cant sleep tonight due to nervousness,bla bla bla....NGEK NGEK....i am evil...hehehehe...so better watch out eh friends.... =P

Home Sweet Home

2009-03-07T01:09:00.000+08:00

woot....had been a month since i got home....
Now i know what's the feeling of being home.... =D
yeah,although it is a month since i came home but i still miss every single bit of my hometown...
my futsal kaki's, the saga i drift in, the bed i rolled here and there on, the air-cond when it's hot...
it can't be defined through words weh.... XDDD

tomorrow will be one heck of a day i think...so i will gona enjoy this moment to the max before i go back on monday....WOOT!!!

P/s: now currently addicted to Call Of Duty 4 : Modern Warfare....have to set the settings to super low tho but it's still smooth during gameplay...so yet again, WOOT!!!!maximum pawnage cikudeeshit.... XD

The frozen heart

2009-03-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

Well....never imagined myself posting again in 2 hours time.... =\

Here's a story....

the Snow is melting,
And on that very day,
She left him...
Tho the snow is melting,
His heart freezes...
once a happy guy,
crumbles to earth,
shattering to pieces....
He threw away his emotions,
leaving only "sadness" behind,
All he ever did,
is crying himself to sleep.
Unlike previously,
where they will chat till dawn.
Now,he stays awake till dawn,
just to wait for her call.
Just like the snow,
She faded away,
distancing herself from him,
Never to return again.
He kept on waiting,
Thinking that one day,
he will find her heart,
Once again.

(wrote by janice)
_______________________________

(my continuation)

Eons passed,
she never returned.
Devastated,
He continued to wait.
he knew that,
a certain day will come,
where she will contact him again.
all he wanted to say,
is 2 simple sentences.
Thank you and Sorry.
truthfully,
One day,
he finally received a message.
A simple message it is,
Yet,
to him,
it's a treasure.
it's his world.
He now knew,
she forgave him.
Again he gave himself hope,
thinking that they will be together again.
he forwarded many meaningful messages.
he continued to wait,
till a day,
where he was exhausted,
not physically,
but mentally.
Reevaluating his actions,
all he sees are self-pitying.
And on that fateful day,
he decided to look no more at the ground,
and to aim for the sky.
Sending her a last message,
he bid her farewell,
farewell to his first love,
his sweet dream.
The snow is falling now,
but bit by bit,
his frozen heart is melting,
and one day,
surely a day will come,
an angel will lift him up,
to his sky.
and he will,
once again,
dance happily around the snow.

right wish,wrong timing.... o_0

2009-03-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

today is freaking hot....
10am lecture,11am exam... o_0
so the exam ended up with everyone "borrowing" answer... =D

back to the topic...
today is freaking hot...
cant even slp...
so i wished it will rain....
n at 6pm,here comes the rain...
but i was having class till 6.30pm...
so instead of goin bck happily,
i m drenched from head to toe...
hurray!! or F***?i duno.... =)

so this conclude my topic for today...
thank you....

12 more hours!!!

2009-02-28T00:31:00.001+08:00

12 more hours,and i will be sitting for my LAW test!!! zZzZzz

sigh...study study study....damn tired.... =S
supposed to have futsal competition tomorrow but the group i m joining say no more slot so kicked me out of their group....
FINE.....next time,i will find a group and take part.....i still prefer my futsal kakis in Muar tho.... T_Tv

anyway,took some totally random pics with one of my assignment mateys after our class photo taking....
enjoy~~

(love the last picture the most.... XD)

well...gona start studying again....good luck to all of you having exams!!!

F-ing Assignments.... LOLZ..... =="

2009-02-22T02:01:00.000+08:00

sigh....
life's so mixed up lately....F-ing mixed up,to the extreme....
every saturday there are tests,
(this coming saturday i have 2 test, LAW and OHR,
next week, Accounts and OT test 2,
next next week, Econs 2)
assignments about to due....
come on...
students need a life too.... zzzz
stupid utar management...
now u guys can imagine how many weeks i will not be going back to my hometown...
goddamnit.... T___T

Suppose to go Ipoh with gang,
but to tired so i did not join them.... =\
(blame myself for playing futsal even if it's raining... XD )
just completed part of my assignments...more to come...sigh

tonite is the nite i let everything go....
i am too tired thinking about stuff that will not happen...
getting together after breaking up is something achievable but depends on certain variables...
(yes...part of me is still thinking about patching up)
but i know i don't have any of those so-called variables to support me...
so i might as well give up on that thought,
and continue with my life... =)
it will be better this way...
at least till the end,we are still friends...

well...
2day turned out to be a fine day....
so i hope days ahead will be just as fine as 2day... =)

"Instead of looking at the ground,
Aim for the sky"

Kena Tagged By Khat aka Neko-chan

2009-02-19T15:03:00.000+08:00

Whoever who gets tagged,has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her :

1 - She is Khat
2 - I use to call her NEKO-CHAN!!! XD
3 - Dia suka manja??? LOLZ (like neko la)
4 - Usually goes to sch bringing her blur face.... (kes tak cukup tidur)
5 - Budak yang melahirkan CDC / CDS
6 - Like to laze around.... =D
7 - Her B'day coming....
8 - She is asking for presies and cakes now.... XDDDD
9 - Suka buat muka momok bila merajuk..... lolz
10 - To her,i think she thinks that everything is cute.... including my dad...hahaha

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself.

1 - I am a boy
2 - loves sports....(dunno how to play but still tembak)
3 - single but most probably unavailable (prefer not to be in a relationship now)
4 - like to laze on his bed
5 - learning how to play a guitar
6 - hates studying
7 - loves hanging out with friends
8 - just like neko-chan,i am a banana.... =D
9 - eats alot but thin like bamboo.... =="
10 - doesnt really know how to hate someone,something.... XD

tag :

Alvin
Pat
Serena
Kah Mun
Karen
Gene

Vday 2009

2009-02-14T01:50:00.001+08:00

i am wondering if Valentine's day is really special this year,or i am hallucinating....

Tho there's no partner for me this year,but there are still friends to keep me company. It's just like,they just know how and what to do in order to stay together,no worries of finding any soul mates for this special occasion.

Thnx for my housemate who wished Happy Vday,tho simple,but meaningful.
and also to Pat,who said Bday instead of Vday... XD
and my fellow MLK gangs,we will own tomorrow. =)

And to certain someone...i don't know,but i am glad we are able to chat today...tho just for a brief moment,a few SMSes...but it's enough. Thank you from the bottom of my heart... =)

One thing that makes us UTAR students really potong stim is that, tomorrow we have TEST!!!!Utar management jealous of us students able to celebrate Vday is it?? =="

don't care that much tho....learning to play guitar like a jackass pro is my first priority now so next time i can jam like no tomorrow or be super romantic during Special Ocassions(lolz...i now i m dreaming la.... XD )

Once again, HAPPY WONDERLICIOUS VALENTINE TO EVERYONE!!!!

One Heck of a random post

2009-02-10T19:04:00.001+08:00

Well,it's been such a long time since my last post....

Actually,i am kinda busy lately due to exams,assignments,partly some dota-ing activity with my friends in kampar.... =D

No updates for CNY tho....didn't actually take lots of pictures during the occasion but if i get it,will definitely post up... ^_^

What's the happiest thing today is that my freaking laptop is finally VIRUS FREE!!!you guys might be wondering what the freak am i so happy anyway since reformatting my computer once will be enough. That's what i thought at first too. In the end,i ended up reinstalling my OS for at least 4 times in 2 days. Most probably because the virus got into my drivers so everytime i install my driver,ASTALAVISTA BABEH!! kena virus again.... =="

Life's so good with internet and MSN now. But gonna start working hard from now. Mid term test is coming. Lecturers and tutors looking forward to our assignment as if they are ah longs. But Prom Nite is coming so hope it is fun.

That's all for now!

Ja matta Ne!!!

Agent

2009-01-14T23:58:00.000+08:00

Well, just like the title, I am currently working as an agent for a computer shop along with 2 partners. :)

Well,my work's kinda simple...i promote computers,may it be laptop or desktop.

So if anyone is interested in buying a computer,i can always help u find one. Besides being cheap, we promote free life time services, formatting and stuff.

If interested, just dial my mobile. ^^

Welcome back Niggas!!

2009-01-10T15:46:00.000+08:00

ahh...it feels real good to see all my friends coming back from their hometown.

My Current Location: Kampar

Came up here on Wednesday along with my dad and mum. Cleared my room, fix what needs to be fixed and best of all,bring up the cheng cheng cheng super deng deng motorbike. =D

yeah it's only a motorbike to others but it's freedom to me. Now i can go anywhere i want to, pretty convenient thing to have instead of borrowing my friends car whenever i need to go anywhere. =S

Waiting for the rest of my gang to be back. Really eager to see them. Bye for now. =D

A trip to Bang a Bang Kok...Bangkok

2009-01-04T02:10:00.000+08:00

Woot,first of all, i wanna wish u guys a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! (yeah, i know i am a tinnie winnie little late for this but who cares, i m sincere... *giving the legendary innocent puppy looks (@@)*... :D)

well, cut the crap and straight to the topic. Here're some of the pictures i took during my trip to bangkok. I will only upload the photos and let them tell ya the stories themselves k?? XD

p/s : mostly i m the camera dude so not much picture of me... =P

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DAY 1

(thnx for taking pics cameraman!i noticed some posers behind....(the one in red and white apron)... XD)

(what we r eating...prawns n other seafoods... :D)

(yeah yeah,thnx again lo,eating more important la...what the heck... XD)

well...guess what,this concludes day 1... now,lets head on to day 2

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DAY 2

(introducing = MY MUM N DAD)

(me n dad...note his facial expression,it never changes... XD)

(actually we are praying the 4 faced god in front of a shopping mall...cool rite?it's believed to grant any wish u want...so i tried... XD)

(enlarge to see.... XD we shopped at China Twn where there's lots,i mean lots n lots of shirt especially for girls/women there....)

(after shopping the whole day,uncles and aunties wana massage....those two are part of the massaging crew....)

(picture of the day = no place to eat fruits so we decided to sit in front of a bank.... =P)

well....that's the end of day 2...next stop,day 3!!
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DAY 3

(the 3rd day is the best day of all.... enjoy.... =D)

(in front of a river...in front of me is a museum actually...but seriously,if it's a museum,my house can be one....just some pictures and old artifacts.... o_0)

(me and dad in front of river...and yet another poser behind us...acting cool n mighty...who knows he might be pissing there.... XD)

(the so called james bond boat....more to me is like the boat from bangkok dangerous)

(seriously,they are not even listening...they just wanted to see the boat capsize... XD but sadly,the boat didn't....booo... =( )

(the missile used to bomb duno who...i forget the details)

(taking a pic beside the railway.... :D nak jadi titanic tapi tak jadi...salah tempat,salah pose...sumo pulak tu... o_0)

(the railway which crosses the river...River Kwai)

(the place where the so called myanmarians(duno la...hantam onli) once here. My grandma actually believed that it's the border between myanmar and thailand so she warned my dad not to go down from the bridge coz later kandas kena check passport...silap silap masuk jail... XD )

(jason mraz wanabe.... o___+ )

(waiting for train =D)

(a snapshot out of the window....all mountain tortoise din sit train before... XD )

(pretty mum in da train)

(dad enjoying the ride,n the breeze...)

(i am the king of the jungle!!elephante!!i command thee!!!knock da tree!!!)

(my first time touching a tiger.... XD

seriously it's a real tiger)

(3 tigers unda my command!!told ya i am the king of the jungle)

(side view... =D)

(we even took a picture with da cub... =D )

(the second cub...he is lonely i guess.....dun hug the wood,hug me... XD )

(cute eh?? ^^ his natural talent as a poser i guess.... XD

day 3 pic of da day owned by u la...dun give me those innocent look again...i will go crazy... )

(another pic...after taking this pic,the cub tried to chew the pants of da lady in blue... XP )

(kind guy in blue gave me some fruits to feed the camel....in the end,the camel fall in love with me n tried to lick me.... O_0 )

(at night,we had these for dinner.... =D )

(fish covered with salt....they then peel open the skin like peeling orange and we had the meat underneath....(DO NOT EAT THE SKIN or else ur face will twist and turn...sure la,eat salt ma XD) *drooling* )

so basically,in one day,i actually managed to get close,ride and touch two...woops,suppose to be 3 different types of animals....damn bangga weh... =D

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DAY 4

(that's all folks....baliked time....)

well....this concludes my trip to bangkok....we ate,slept,walked like no tomorrow. But it's really an enjoyable trip. For folks who like to buy branded stuff,i recommend u going to the central of bangkok,where high rised building dominates the area, aka, the shopping area....but make sure u go there during times like CNY or Xmas....that's when u can see sales ranging from 50% - 70%...

Have a nice day guys.... ^^

The former and the latter

2008-12-30T22:57:00.001+08:00

is there a difference between someone who dumps others and someone who got dumped?
won't the former hurt as much as the latter?
i really thought that i could let go, but i guess i still couldn't.

What will happen to me?
What will i do?What can i do?

Creeping alone in the room,not wanting to go out to face the world.
Deep in my heart,i hunger for love.
I wanted to love, and also to be loved.

But i fear,
yet again,i will fall.
I m scared,i m alone.
I hate this feeling.
But i can't get rid of it.
Unlike 'you'.....

1 day trip

2008-12-23T01:21:00.000+08:00

woot....needless to say, today(or maybe yesterday) was one of the best day i had. Me and me cousin actually went up to KL Low Yat Plaza to upgrade our laptop's ram!! XD

Dig it moonlitekidz, with this 3gb ram i will never hang again in dota!!!it might be my turn to call u guys laggers.... XD

Pictures of my trip to Bangkok will be posted here soon enough...good day mates!! ;)

2008-12-21T02:07:00.001+08:00

Crying.....can crying help soothe someone's heart,although it is just a little? If yes,i would rather shed tears now,than to suffer. But sadly, i can't shed any tears. I don't know why, but i just couldn't.

So tired, very tired.

Sleeping to dream

2008-12-15T16:33:00.000+08:00

I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you
I'm feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town
I'm counting my sheep and each one that passes is another dream to ashes
and they all fall down.

And as I lay me down tonight,
I close my eyes, what a beautiful sight

Sleeping to dream about you
And I'm so tired of having to live without you
But I don't mind.
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

I found myself in the riches (Your eyes, your lips, your hair.)
And you were everywhere
I woke up in the ditches.
I hit the light and I thought you might be here
but you were nowhere. (You were nowhere)
Well, you were nowhere at home.

As I lay me back to sleep
Lord I pray that I can keep

Sleeping to dream about you
And I'm so tired of having to live without you
Well, I don't mind
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

(Just a little a lullaby to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at night.)

Sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
Well, I don't mind
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

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A song from Jason Mraz - Sleeping to dream.
Indeed a beautiful song and it clearly portrays my feelings.
A must get for all Jason Mraz fans. =)

Family love

2008-12-10T03:47:00.000+08:00

What supposed to be a bad day,turned out the opposite way instead (for me)...

As usual,it should be a boring day where i sit in front of my laptop idling and wasting some precious time. Never did i expect to actually see my sis on facebook (to those who is not familiar with facebook,u can chat there,a little like msn). My sis, which is 7 years older than me, is now studying in US. It's really glad to be able to listen/chat with her since it's been a long time since we actually converse with each other.

I know this might sound weird to others, but it really brightened up my day/night just by chatting with her. When i m young, i used to think that mum and dad are one sided. But now i know, my entire family loves me. Sadly, i just can't remember most of my childhood memories. Only partial of it remains.

I just hope that the day when sis will finally come back. Really miss her alot. To my family, i love u very much. =D

oh btw, HAPPY B'DAY GRANNY!!! XD

p/s : it's just a random post...and for friends who supported me, i really appreciate it...thnx...
the previous post is just about my feelings. i never intended to gain sympathy from friends
or planning whatsoever to gain her back by posting such post.

A smile tat hurts

2008-12-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

Sigh.....guess that today is not a great day after all....wake up at 3pm(as usual)...
But soon after eating,me and mum received a phone call from 6th aunt stating that granny is sick,so off we go to Dr.Lau.... ><

After that,continue to slack at home till late at night,where me n friends had a futsal match with a bunch of unsporting players....in the end,we lost. Sigh...how i wished that i can improve myself. I am tired of being a burden to the team. I am tired of myself being weak.But sighing and complaning here won't help,i will train by myself soon.

Got home at 12++am, send a bunch of sms to some friends. That's when i came upon a message which 'she' sent to me last year.

"Make a heart which never break,
Make a smile which never hurts,
Make a life which never pains,
Make a relationship which never ends..."

This message really brings back lots of memories. Memories of my first love. As i browsed through more messages that she sent,i began to smile,not one which is happy, but a smile which hurts, a sad smile.

I never thought that my relationship with her will end. I never knew she will hate me so much. I never heard anything from her since the day we broke up. I had been waiting and waiting for her. I know my efforts will be futile,but a part of my heart just wouldn't let go. Many times i told myself i must give up, but never once i succeed in doing it.

Everytime i look at my mobile reminds me of her. How i wished that i treated her better last time, but i know what's done cannot be undone. I can only regret and get on with life. I can tell others i am fine and joke around, but i cant lie myself. I still cant get over her, I still love her, I still miss her. My only wish now is that she can forgive me. I don't mind being only as friends. I dare not wish more than that anymore.

"Neglected when you have it,
Regretted when you lose it."

mah 1st attempt =D

2008-12-02T11:27:00.000+08:00

Well....it's my first experience in blogging (tho a few unsuccessful attempts on friendster's blog due to certain reason)

Evrytime i browse thru blogs of my friends, instantly i will be thinking,y the heck they wana blog anyway? but yet,before i noe it, i m a victim of blogging myself... XD

mayb it's due to the fact that i m boring at times/all the time during tiz freaking long holiday that i decided to blog...or mayb bcoz my relationship with my 1st love juz ended,tat's y i decided to blog....

well,i will be flying to bangkok on 17th tho...and it will be my 2nd experience on an aeroplane. hope that it will be a pleasant 1.... =D (the 1st was a disaster....stuck in the plane for an hour without air cond.....!!)